- [{ DaRk AnGeL MeMorIes }] -

President Challenge Event

2009-08-31T19:55:00.002+08:00

On 29 August, i was having an charity event at orchard Taka outside... president challenge.... we have been folding balloons from morning 8 to night 9 plus 10pm..... how cool & tiring was that! hahas....

I think this event was the best event i have as i get to learn lots of balloons stuff and i got a Professional Balloonist guiding me during the whole event! which is David.... I was doing the decoration thing when David ask me to help him as Jessica was helping Wei Lai..... So aft i have helped David for the decoration, i went to change to the event outfit... aft that i saw david showing his flower heart to others alpha plus ppl.... i not sure since when david pull me to the walkway where Chase, Glen, Garbriel ang others ppl was there.... He start to show me how to do the flower heart step by step.... What's in my mind was... "OMG.... David is looking at my skills.... so damn stress..." but aft quite some time i slowly felk ok and think its fun learning his balloon sculpture.... i have also listen to some of Garbriel advice on some balloons method..... the whole event was like an lesson for me....

i have learned a few sculpture from david, and i am veri happy bout it.... ^^
but what i was disappointed was I LOST MY FA V. 160 PUMP!!!!!!!!!!
have to fold balloon sculpture using 260!!!!!!!!!! (CrY)

WatSon Sales Event

2009-08-25T11:46:00.003+08:00

On 21 August to 23 August, me, Joce, Lun & Cheryl went to work for watson sale at expo.... overall was fun & the boss was great!

On 21 when we first reach the place, it was big and we was quite surprize.... we have been working from 9 am to 10.30 pm for that 3 days... tiring but met quite alot of ppl. It has been stress, tiring and dirty for doing stocking.... but i did cashier mostly.... where u have to smile for long hours without stopping.... - -"'

2009-08-10T23:18:00.003+08:00

jus came back from malaysia..... overall was fun... but my phone has ruin all the moods when i was in malaysia!!!!!!!!

B4 going to malaysia my phone has already spolited on last fri. not sure what happen.... i jus unable to answer my calls using handset.... then this morning i saw my phone was perfectly fine.... but a night when i wanted to check my phone... the back cover came out.... i tried closing it again but cant... so i open up n see.... and i found out my batteries was bloated!!!!!! almost explode that kind........ i was shocked!!!! n my uncle told me the batteries has spoilted... my heart was shouting OMG...... Damn hell y this phone gib me so much problem...

now i have to use my mum phone.... and not all my contact are being key in.... hopefully i can purchase a new batteries fast.... T.T

爱一直存在

那天我扬起帆　

想看看未知的海

心里很多话想说说不出来　

虽然我脸上看不出来天空一样蔚蓝

　却换了多少云彩

那时的你让我幸福百分百　

是否为我等待

我知道我的爱一直都会存在

没有你泪停不下来

你知道我依赖多不想say googbye

我痛说不出来

我知道我的爱一直都会存在

没有你快乐都停摆

某一天我期待和你笑的灿烂

回头看爱　都在站在你的门外　

我却幸福在徘徊

心里很多话想说说不出来

但我想你一定都明白

时间过的好快　

想念却不曾更改

现在的你是否幸福百分百　

我应该怎么猜

爱一直存在

2009-08-06T14:58:00.002+08:00

YO! Long time never update my blog again... didn't really use my desktop com (which have internet) at home.... as i was watching Taiwaniese Tv Series.... hahas..... Now at School Smart Room doing Resume.... I have done my long ago so i can surf net!!!! hahas... - -"'

Tml i will not be going to school coz i got a balloon events for metta school students. and after that i will be going to Balloon Baron to buy Pump as all my Pump announce dead on the last event which locate Hou Gang. Due to overwhelming crowd. Actually my Pump was about to spoilted conditions. plus it drop on the floor countless of time on the last event... that y my Pump announces dead... I think i really have to protect my Up - Comin Pump as i found out that I have quite a lot of spolited Pump at Home Moulding.... hahas.. -. -

Hahas.... Going to change my blog Skins le... Sayo.... ^^

2009-07-17T23:22:00.002+08:00

Recently i have the weirdest dreams in my life!!!!!! i have been dreamed of liking a guy from my class, dream of steading with a guy from Alpha plus!!!!!!!!! which is not true at all?!?!?!?!?

What was happening? izzi a hint or sumtink??? when all this dream will stop.... it has been quite a few days almost one week le.... still dreaming of this... ZzZ.... now i also dun have anyone i like.... so cant be i going to have stead ba? Dun noe.... ZzZ....

2009-07-16T11:11:00.003+08:00

Dame long time nv update my blog le.... too Busy to update... hahas... i'm bored.... So many things that i wanna do but didn't have the money to do.... Sad sia~~~~~~~ T.T

not much things to update le... BB

2009-07-05T23:48:00.004+08:00

Yo!!!! 'Resuming my blog again...

Ps... recently have been busying on balloon and gone to malaysia for holiday.... hahas.... today i finally watch finish a korean show called World Within.... rated quite nice.... romance story of coz.... about director and producers jobs.... all about television jobs.... quite interesting.... recommend to those who like romances story... ^^

today was a tired day for me, joce and Wei Lai (Balloon professional)... coz we have a balloon bootj at Yew Tee CC for Yew Tew DAy today.... having fun but there are also times that are irritating... due to some Typical Customer... i bet all hands are still feeling pain right now.... even though is late at night and the event was at the morning.... folding continuos balloon reali take lots of effort.... and by today i found out both of my pump are start to giving me problem!!!! as it is getting harder harder to pump... T.T gonna buy new pump soon.... Broke..... T.T

无重力

画面不动了

情歌不唱了

爱情的重播键明明一直按着

什么原因

让时间停了

在伤心的镜头

被停格

电梯不动了

爱也停止了

可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢

热闹的街道还在狂欢着

为何我却孤单漂浮着

无重力腾空

慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞

没知觉的伤痛

飘荡的心却摔得更重

我爱你你爱我

是不是还不够我不懂

为什么付出的全落空

无重力爱坠落

粉身碎骨的我

不受控制的手

还能抓住什么

我爱你你爱我

算不算是承诺

全世界都沉默

没声音的嘶吼

无重力爱坠落

最缓慢的折磨

只剩遍体鳞伤的我

撑到最后

画面不动了

情歌不唱了

爱情的重播键明明一直按着

什么原因

让时间停了

在伤心的镜头

被停格

电梯不动了

爱也停止了

可是坠落的感觉怎么还在呢

热闹的街道还在狂欢着

为何我却孤单漂浮着

无重力腾空

慢慢跌入无尽的黑洞

没知觉的伤痛

飘荡在半空的心越挣扎却摔得更重

我爱你你爱我

是不是还不够

我不懂为什么

付出的全落空

无重力爱坠落

粉身碎骨的我

不受控制的手

还能抓住什么

我爱你你爱我

算不算是承诺

全世界都沉默

没声音的嘶吼

无重力爱坠落

最缓慢的折磨

只剩遍体鳞伤的我

撑到最后

（I love you）

我爱你你爱我

是不是还不够

我不懂为什么

付出的全落空

无重力爱坠落

粉身碎骨的我

不受控制的手

还能抓住什么

我爱你你爱我

算不算是承诺

全世界都沉默

没声音的嘶吼

无重力爱坠落

最缓慢的折磨

只剩遍体鳞伤的我

撑到最后

2009-06-06T02:59:00.003+08:00

Nothing much to say.... jus upload sum photo of my balloon structure.. ^^ 3njoy!!!

[My 2nd Version Fish! ] [ Fish On Hook ]

[ Gui Gui Grown up! ] [ A Flower Pot to Give to your Family!]

2009-05-22T11:29:00.004+08:00

Today is Not So Dragging Day for me... As i'm looking forward for Today Retails Classes Teambuliding Games....

I'm in charge of the 3rd station... is a damn damn Damn boring station.... i want go 2nd station la... coz is wif cheryl, lun, Joce n Qian de... haiis... but nvm.. its over... still have alot of fun.. hahas

Aft the whole game i started to get high... hahas.... me, joce n cheryl was playing around in the retail studio... so fun!!!! Long time didn't played till so high le.... hahas.... when going home Cristin sms and told me that her wallet was lost?!?!?!?!?

Which damn it ppl go steal her wallet!!!! i curse the person whoever it is..... anyway the person will get his/her reputation soon.... Reach home took a photo of me joce & Qian.... nth to sae... enjoy the photo!!!!

-[ Me & Cheryl de 红线! ]-

-[ Me, Joce & Cheryl de 红线!] -

-[ Cheryl, lun, Joce & me de 红线! Makes a N/Z shape! ]-

-[ Our Friendship band!!! ]-

[ Actually is only a ribbon to indicate we r Teambuliding facilitor ]

2009-05-20T22:59:00.002+08:00

Today is another Dragging feet day for me... hahas... coz reali dun felt lyk going to school la.... Damn sian de... today must go school coz today got role play... but in the end also nv do... tml then role play cum test... ZzZ.... Sian.... is super boring de la... haiis....

Hand so ichy la... wan go touch balloon but need study first.... haiis.... So tired....

2009-05-19T22:48:00.000+08:00

Today is dragging feet to school again.... Sian la.... Brought a Book of my horoscope element ytd... bring it to school to let me continue reading.... hahas.... mine is Fire element.... my own World!!! hahas..... read alot bout my horoscope is suitable with which horoscope, my horoscope legend and etc....

During lesson time i'm still continue reading... and due to my classmate want role play so the whole class went out of the studio.... and go canteen or watever de... den we just sit on a small table under the sun... and start playing buliding cards.... hahas.... so fun la... need alot patient also.... for dun now how long i then manage to finish my tower.... hahas....

-[ First level ]-

- [ Second Level ] -

- [ DOne! ] -

- [ Try doing a bigger tower with Joce, But we manage to Do till here onli ] -

2009-05-18T22:42:00.000+08:00

Today damn don't Felt like going to School de la... So Sian and Tired... Doc. called ytd to ask me to go take x-ray report... already plan not to go school but due to exam is comin reali veri near.. so i go school and gib the doc air plane.... hahas...

Night time i was so bored so i go and fold balloon lor.... go youtube learn some new tricks... today i learn de is rabbit.... hahas....

2009-05-17T22:41:00.002+08:00

today went to Tampinese Mall do balloon ... damn fun la.... do lots of balloon gib those children.. see them take the balloon u create is veri happy de tink.... best part is got ppl actually like my Chicken!!!!!! hahas

but i enjoy the most in the whole event is the CLEANING UP!!! coz we get to brust balloon at each other ear!! hahas.... fun la.... but reach home tired le....

reach home i log in to msn... n started chat wif CG.... till now still chatting but coz he sae he buying Mcdonald n eat so i now posting lor....

Chatting wif him was veri fun.... n i veri direct sae about our last time relationship... he kept saying sorry la... lolx... wat i care the most is he actuslly call me JIE JIE?!?!?!? i younge then him la.... >< hahas.... he send a few song that he sang n play... quite nice.. those interested ask from him or me lor.... hahas... but he sum part sing off pitch.... opps... CG will be reading this.. hahas...

To CG: CG "Di Di", is not that u have no meaning in life is u realise ur meaning in your life.... i bet once the girl u like accept u u cfm got alot meaning in your life de la... hahas.... next time got any things to ask or sae jus tell younger then u de "JIE JIE" hahas..... Good Luck For ur Exam wors... n train ur singing... hahas....

2009-05-15T10:47:00.002+08:00

Now At School....

My Hand Is So Ichy.... Felt Like Folding Balloon Nw... But Coz At Class So I Cannot Take Out Also in Change Ltr they Want Play With My balloon Again Then My Balloon Veri Fast Run Out...

Haiis..... So bored....

2009-05-14T10:39:00.000+08:00

today got my new pack of balloon!!!!!!!! yeah!!! Damn Damn Happy de... coz got balloon to fold again... i run out of balloon ytd i'm luckily to get the new pack today! hahas...

But i haven pay Glen the money yet... Will Pay Him By This Sunday As We Are Having a Balloon Show This Sunday At Tampines...

Today i jus learn Road Runner From Joce.... Den At night i At Home I Do a Mini Road Runner!!! So Cute!!!! hahas.....

2009-05-13T20:09:00.003+08:00

-[{ My 1st Cookie Monster }] - -[{ My 2nd Cookie Monster for sis }] -

Today dun feel like going to school la... is damn damn damn dun feel like going... evenfely like skipping lesson today.. but recently have been skipping lesson le so onli can bear wif it.. Sian.... Today Joce teach me do Cookie Monster!!!! hahas... damn fun de... i like my cookie monster so much!!!!!! hahas.... Joce today use all those Balloon folding terms and tell me how to fold...

i was lyk huh?!?!? some i understand but mostly i du understand but slowly i get the hang of it... so now is fine.... today just ordered 2 pump and 2 balloon packs. Broke le la... recently have been saving money to but balloon and others stuff... but just balloon can cost a bomb of it la... Zzz....

Balloon make me broke but i enough it la... excited about july coz Our form teacher going to hire me n Joce to her daugher birthday Party and fold balloon... she sae we sae how long then she pay how much... i was like WOW.... first Customer!!! hahas.... damn excited de... and i plan to but a few more packs of balloon before i go to malaysia... den i will be folding balloon at malaysia... and my uncle birthday is around the date that we are in malaysia... so we can celebrate!!! hahas.... and my gift is his Balloon Request!! a "Chicken" hahas... actually i planing to fold Road Runner la... is also a bird type mahx... so is the same de.. hahas... so once i got my new balloon pack i will go learn how do Road Runner!!!

2009-05-12T19:47:00.000+08:00

-[{ My Piggy }] - ^^ - [{ Joce Piggy ^^}]-

Went to school today... Damn tired and sian la!!!!!! early wake up the first thing that Joce gib me is.... A BALLOON PIGGY!!!! Coz they sae i pig... Zzz.... aft go to school i fold my own piggy to... mine gave it to Jeremy.... coz i dun keep my Own balloon de.... then we went back to class... the class saw me n joce folding balloon they came and ask us to fold for them.... in the end we fold alot of balloon for them... den we fold till canteen den got sum ppl saw... our classmate friends approach us and ask can help her do balloon??? and she also ask do she need to pay??? i stun when she ask me that la... coz we nv ask ppl to pay... then another classmate jus call us to sae one balloon $1.... i dun dare to tell so i abit hack care the student... then my classmate help me tell her $1 each... but eventually the student nv pay also.... hahas....

Then we went back to class.... a few classmate put money on my table and sae jus keep the money la... coz we use the balloon also need money de.... me n joce stun... hahas... super Ps de.... but still got keep the money ... den me n Joce Spilt half half... not much onli $3 onli. hahas... but hor Norvin sae in real balloon show each balloon sold for $2 each for those harder balloon is much more... for example Elmo cost $8....

If i reali sell is reali earn alot money de la... hahas....

2009-05-11T13:31:00.002+08:00

recently busy about study, balloon and playing games... felt lyk slacking so much recently... hahas.... so damn tired la.... Zzz..... haiis.... so tired..... today took quite a few photo of nicholas Tan.... hahas.... so funny la... but due to schools rule we cant post it on blog as it will harm him for his job.... hahas.....

2009-05-11T13:22:00.001+08:00

Today going to celebrate Mother's day at my grandma house.... program is Eating Eating Eating.... hahas.... Our food is Home made Sushi, Sotong Ball, and Nugget.... best time is doing our own Sushi.... hahas.... so fun and nice to eat too.... We take turns do sushi and eat finish den redo again... everyone do different sushi..... same ingredient yet the looks so different.... My sushi is nice de... hahas.... but sad is nv take photo of my sushi.. onli took my aunt... T.T

2009-05-07T23:26:00.002+08:00

ytd didn't went to school as i was sick and i went to see doc for my finger..... hahas.... the doc actually say it was facture?!?!?!?!? ask me to take X-ray and see how it goes.... he sae mostly need put the bandage which my finger will onli recover aaround 3 months later?!?!?!?!?

Super shocked la.... jus poke ppl onli oso will factuere till so serious mehx??? anyway what done is done lor... no choice.... haiis... T.T

Tml going to Veron Birthday party... Not sure if i spell correct her name.... going there to wish her happy birthday as well as go there help her do balloon.... wif Joce n Norvin also.... at first cant reali make it but coz Joce ask me company her then i ask my sis den i can go.... hahas.... recently is busying bout study and study and reading comic!!!! ytd i go comic connection and found my long lost Comic that i want to read... and the comic onli 5 books den end le so i ask my sis buy den i pay her back as i'm seriously broke!!!!! total is 36.05 dollars.... for comic industries is counted cheap le.... hahas.....

2009-05-03T13:28:00.002+08:00

today wake up den start planning for sis de celebration this afternoon.... coz i'm the planner so i need plan every thing and ask ppl to do things... hahas....

celebrating wat nehx??? actually is just celebrating she had finish her first cycle of Chemo.... when preparing was sort of in a mess?!?!?!? coz my grandma don't felt any ease at when i'm in the kitchen... please la... i cook so many times for them liao still don't feel ease.... Zzz....

2009-05-02T13:21:00.002+08:00

today is saturday and my finger still hurts!!!!! but the swelling went off abit la... so its still ok... but still veri pain!!!!!! haiis.... sian la.... today plan to go to Vivo City to collect Internet things but got a call from my aunt and she told us that some of our relative comin to their house and see sis..... and first they want come my house... but i don't like ppl go my house coz we nth to entertain them...
So we go to my Grandma house and let them see my sis.... so tired la.... same old word that they sae.... so i got bored den i go to my Grandma room and play my PSP..... hahas..... den play half way fall asleep.... hahas.....

2009-05-01T13:08:00.002+08:00

today went to hospital to fetch cum visit sis... as planned i go there and reach by 1 plus.... but when i reach there i saw a huge crowd.... and i ask the security can go in he told me that i can onli go in at 5?!?!?!?!?!?

i was totally unhappy about it la.... bcoZ of that damn Swine Flu reach to lvl Orange cause us 1 visitor per patient and can be onli be visited at 5!!!!!! i have to spend the 3 hour do wat sia.... damn angry la.... but no choice i have to stay at the food court there fo 3 hours reading newspaper and playing PSP......

finally 3 hour later i still need queue to register la..... the queue was all the way till outside of the hospital... i was angry till veri speechless la.... den when i finally see my sis was going to 6 liao lor.... den aft that i see her drip going finsh i though can leave early in the end when i go ask the nurse need fill any document she sae must wait for the doc see her, give med prediction and all other think... ans the nurse estimate 8 plus to 9 den can go home... i was like WTF?!?!?

but luckily 7++ go home liao la.... if not i will be angry like hell..... aft that coz is uncle fetch so we go suntec shop shop.... we went to carrefour and crazy..... hahas.... but sis got tired veri fast den we reach home and sleep.. ZzZzZzZzZ

2009-05-01T00:24:00.002+08:00

today having quite alot fun in school.... not lesson but with frienz.... we had Our customer Relation lesson first.... before lesson start we start our monkey game.... which is findinf each other white hair.... me, Qian, Cristin also have white hair but we check Joce she do not have any.... joan didn't check... forget hers.... lolx.... Joce N qian search my hair till veri messy la... they dont care and jus anyhow find... when i look at the mirror i look like a crazy women la.... lolx.. but its was fun...

then after that we has our lunch.... we plan to go to lot 1 eat but in the end we jus ate it at clementi... cristin hold joce hand & she close her eyes and walk... we kept cheating her... sae in front got tink or watever de...then Qian suddenly stop in front of Cristin, Cristin jus bang onto her... veri funny la..... den Cristin scolded and we have so much fun.... aft that we ate long john sliver..... we order our food and play again.... lolx....

Aft that we took bus and went back to school as we lazy to walk back.... by this time Joan has already went back home... before we board up the bus, i brought I-weekly to give to my sis read ltr... den when on bus Cristin ask for the magazine... so i keep her read.... she is so into the magazine la.... she kept reading even when she walking.... so it my turn to trick her... i stop in front of her and she bang onto me.... she hit my ear.... pain pain....

aft that is our retail operation lesson... that time we will good student all studying except Cristin studying her korean language..... aft the RTO lesson Joce took Cristin book and start to read the chinese part...... it was damn funny.... aft that i join her and we were playing with the think that the book sae... veri fun... aft that we play wif stichy.... Stichy learn to sae korean too.... Cristin teach him sae ( Seed-Eel-man) and Stichy pronoun as Shit - u -man!!!! damn clever de la... and he pronoun korean number 3 as Sambal as the real pronounsation is (Sam)... hahas.... we play others too... its was so fun... aft that e play poking wif norvin as he got irritated by us den he poke ppl shoulder.... den when i poke him his muscles too hard liao la... crack my right second finger... the sound was loud yet norvin like nv heard it.... till nowi still haven tell him... and my poor finger nw is swollen like a pig finger like that den my joint that part was purple in colour.... pain la... if tml nv recover i need to see tie da liao... Zzz.....

2009-04-27T13:01:00.003+08:00

today sis went back home and slp till 29 which is she admin to hospital.... Sian... aft the tiring projects nw is exam.... den june holidays.... Which is onli 3 weeks la....

haiis... so sian.... recently wanna play balloon and study for exam onli.... the rest dun wanna tink bout it....

SiAn!~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Aft school went to north point and buy dinner and buy some stationary... hahas... i promise Norvin sumtink....

Norvin.......................................................................................................

What i want to sae is......................................................

NORVIN ONG NO HAIR!!!! (没毛的)

2009-04-25T20:38:00.003+08:00

today at grand ma house staying.... HAVING FLU AH!!!!!!!!!!!! fri have fever, ytd have abit flu... today flu and cough plus sore throat.... WTH??? so suffering la..... dying man.... at grandma house nth to do so go watch youtube and learn some balloon animals... i made monkey on a plam tree.... hahas..... poodle dog anf star fish.... alll tis requested by my typical uncle.... he still requested a rooster?!?!?!?!? trying to invent la.... ^^ but first i still wish my Flu faster over!!!!!

My Balloon

2009-04-24T15:43:00.003+08:00

today afternoon went to myt grandma house and eat dinner... included that i cook la.. hahas.... after dinner felt brought and start to take my balloon and play.... i fold a normal hat at first den after that i felt plan so i add star in the middle.. den my sis jus learn how to fold bear. so i put her bear at the hat also. coz the hat is for her de mahx...

then after that my cousin have been asking me to do Octopus for her... she have been asking for it for veri long time... coz i haven learn from Norvin so i nv do... but ytd i do for her coz she too noisy le... den i use my common sence to do lor.... turn out not bad ok... i stll have common sence de hor...

2009-04-22T01:51:00.002+08:00

today is anothers tiring days for me... damn tired la... reach home bout 7 plus plus as me,Joce,Chou & Norvin North point eat... aft that we walk home..... Joyce & Chou walk in front me & Norvin walk behind due to we discussing about our presentation projects and other personal staff....

During we on the way home Joce sae me n Norvin maybe possible... but is impossible de la.... to tell the truth, i will onli gib one ppl a chance... but if he dun treasure it den like tat lor... let it pass.....

Ps: Joce... Even next life hor i oso dun wan WIF NORVIN LA... HE IS SO ....... U know de....

Den we go home and rest den go company Joce go take Xiao Bai.... aft that we go Norvin house and learn new magic tricks for our presentation.... joce suddenly Sore throat lor.... den she kept drinking water.... hahas... aft that we kept playing and training about our magic... ^^

2009-04-20T13:11:00.003+08:00

Now at school computer lab.. slacking.... actually is coz others student need print their projects report.. but ours done.. so nw we slacking lor..... hahas.... so tired sia.... so bored.... summore school internet is slow de lor.... wan go face book dun noe must refresh how many times den can go in... nw i still cant go in la... ZzZ.... so sian....

Ltr still need Ah ma house eat Dinner..., Sis start Chemo for 1 week. Keep Vomiting.... she whole body no strenght to move around...

Went to ah ma house and slack.... go there slp onli... hahas... sian..... bout 8 plus reach home den start to use com.... chat wif Hong Yuan first den ltr on Hong Yuan add in Cheryl n Gavin.... veri fun.... i kept laughing.... Gavin even request me a super expensive things.... hahas... aft that i go find blog skins n edit lor... then nw wan go slp le... Sayo...

妥协

你总爱编织谎言

我负责配合表演

所有改变

只为了进入你的世界

这情节

重复了一百遍

才发现

是你的心太远

你划定楚河汉界

我不能轻易犯规

所有时间

都是先给了

你优先权

不自觉

爱到不敢冒险

成了你的傀儡一年两年

才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协

到头来还是误解

抱着你

不让你飞

历史不断重演

我好累

爱到妥协

也无法将故事再重现

你已下最后通牒

我躲在我的世界

你划定楚河汉界

我不能轻易犯规

所有时间

都是先给了你优先权

不自觉

爱到不敢冒险

成了你的傀儡一年两年

才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协

到头来还是误解

抱着你

不让你飞

历史不断重演

我好累

爱到妥协

也无法将故事再重现

你已下最后通牒

我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡

我不想再为你掉泪

我了解

不会再仍在徘徊

开始自己的明天

爱到妥协

到头来还是误解

抱着你

不让你飞

历史不断重演

我好累

爱到妥协

也无法将故事再重现

你已下最后通牒

我躲在我的世界

2009-04-20T03:04:00.003+08:00

Yo yo yo!!! come to update my blog le.. which is finaly!!! hahas....

Let start from 14 april.. which is first day go to joce house and stay overnight... hahas.... We went to Norvin house first to use his laptop for projects den aft that due to Joce need go back le so we move to Joce house and do projects... We do till 3 am plus ba... den slp... When we were in Norvin house i got a nice movie to watch! hahas... that is Joce and Norvin fighting... Norvin even push Joce down the bed... So heartless..... lets enjoy the pic...

[{ - 给我打! - }]

[{ - 给我重重的打 -}]

[{ - 继续打 -}]

[{ - HOw Long Will This End? }]

ok.... nw talk bout 15 april.... we went to joce house again to stay overnight.. and do the damn it projects... which causes us so tiring... joce dad n mum not yet home yet... so we play like hell... we shout we cook maggie and play alot.... but when half way eating joce dad came home.... He sat at the living room and smoke... den he suddenly shouted.... he dun believe we doing projects... but after awhile we jus leave it lor... go back to joce room... den her mum come back.... She was drunk den she snatch my place to slp... T.T hahas... she start to sae bad things bout joce then aft complaining, she fell asleep... on the ltr part... joce accidentially knock on her den her mother laugh for dun noe wat reason....

aft this few days, we have been stay whole night doing projects.. kept going to Norvin house and do or i stay at home and do... coz of tis projects i didn't slp for 1 day la... so the damn tired.... Nw me n Joce officialy died..... lolx... tired till dead....

today finally compelted the damn it projects le... but still got speech i have do.. stress man... luckily Cristin go orchard and take photo la.. if not our projects deadmeat le....

2009-04-13T22:10:00.004+08:00

Ytd bout night 11++ went downstair to met joce as she say she wan gib me Lolipop. when i go down she REALI gave me Lolipop but its balloon... didn't take pic coz the balloon de air gone le.. den not reali nice le.. ^^

today went to school... Damn hot and boring... didn't reali have lesson today as it is april intake orientation... tired lor... aft that me joce Chou & Norvin met at north point as i wan fold Octopus so need buy those normal balloon... aft that we go eat Long John... den go home rest awhile go out again... Pei Joce take xiao bai and company her go gib thing to her sis... Of coz that 2 guys gt go...

when Finally reaching her sis house my sis call and ask me rush home help my father do think... Zzz.... den i take Bus home first lor.... having fun today... hahas.... planning to fold spec balloon oso but try one times not sucess den think rest awhile ltr den try.... but end up go home le... hahas...

jus finish posting joce call and i went downstair... hahas... We start to fold balloon again... hahas... joce folding her penguin which end up cute n dai.... the process was noisy and funny... lolx... i folding spec which i tink can be much better lor.... abit disappointed wif my spec.. lolx... aft that i do my rose..abit not concentrading den my rose bcom rose tumor.... that wat norvin sae.... hahas....

2009-04-12T21:43:00.002+08:00

today is last day of my holiday.... Sad.... tml is my first of school and my sis forst dau chemo.. first day should be alright as she will onli reali felt the suffering on the thirt day. ^^ today go cut short hair... not reali short dun tink go different ba. den ate dinner at my ah ma house as my sis will be staying at there house till june 8... which is end of her chemo... i will be staying at their house on sat one day every week to company my sis... if can i go by fri ba....
haiis... sian sia tml go school....... dun felt lyk going lor.....

2009-04-06T23:45:00.002+08:00

today stay at home letting myself to get rushy.... hahas.... sian... our form teacher sms us this afternoon to tell us that we have 2 common test when school reopen... sian... and call us faster do finish our case study project... Zzzz.... sian sian sian... luckily tis coming wed n thurs going out wif friends.. at least can relax... tml going out wif sis to go hos again.... one week dunno go how many times le... see SGH till veri sian... lols... haiis.... felt lonely.... T.T tired of everytink....

2009-04-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

Sorry For The Long Post...

recently busy wth our case study and sis de things.... my schedule is full till cannot be full la... ne still stay at my ah ma house. tired.... ^^

sis de report has cfm that the cest that was remove contain Cancer gems cell inside. Her is can sae Highly Cureable. But the way to cure is is to go Chemo. her is first stage almost near to beline. mean her gems cell is close to mature gems cell. which also mean those that will not harm her de.

her chances of getting it back is around 15% bt doing Chemo is bout Less than 5% of it gettting back. she decide to do chemo after our advice. y we wan her do nehx. not bcoz we want her suffer but her gems cell is in between of imature and mature gems cell. she still contain some % of danger coz we not sure her imature gems cell will turn into wat. included that her gems cell will spread around her body. so if the condition bcom worse she need to suffer under Chemo and operation tgt. Around lyk tat lor.... ^^ if there is no problem we will cfm her Chemo next week and she will start her Chemo when my schools start. She will be doing Chemo for 9 Weeks. equals to 3 circle.

1 cycle = 3 weeks. Which mean for the first week she will do Chemo for constant 5 days, 2nd week she will do once and 3rd week she will do once a week. this cycle repeat 3 times. which will end at the time that we star our june holidays. She is under dripping... 6 hours a day.

Nw what is on my minds is the financial cause Chemo total price will be 10K, her CT Scan is 400++, Blood test is 200++... haiis.... her hair is cfm will be gone de lor...

So inorder to comfort her. my duty is to BUY XIAO ZHU DE CAP, T-SHIRT & JACKETS FOR HER!!!! WHICH IS 68 for Cap, 100++ for a shirt, Jacket also 100++... ONCE A WEEK... and I NEED TO BUY 9 CAPS, TSHIRT AND JACKETS. (Faint)

2009-03-30T20:05:00.002+08:00

Tml sis will be going for check up at National Cancer Centre. But let me clarfiy that SHE DO NOT HAVE CANCER. Cause alot ppl kept saying she have cancer as doctor advice her go chemo.

haiis... dunno what will the doctor say tml... recently at home felt so sian.... and i dun reali know how to the Case study la... i sms our selling skill teacher he called and i asked him bout the case study. i ask about what report format will the ERFC teacfher mark on? He sae most improtant is the content. then i told him content RTO teacher mark Format EFC teacher mark. den He sae Where got so stric de?? He ownself is teacher also lyk tat sae. LOLx.... den he called me work on the main point instead of those small details. but EFC teacher marking on that stupid idiot small details la... haiis....

Today went out with joce in the morning to company her buy slipper... in order to find her slipper we went almost the whole amk the shoes shop ba? hahas... but we have alot fun there.
in the end she brought a slipper the have a gold ribbon on top. the sales assistant there is attitude de lor... BAD customer service. hahas... aft joce brought her shoes is my turn to buy a shoes. coz alot ppl sae my shoes too childish le plus that shoes base is slippy. run le will fall down. i went to 3 shoes to "scan" and decide to buy a Levi shoes. veri ex lor. u see the brand u know liao. but no choice only that pattern nice. but dun have my size so i request tranfer lor. he called jus nw which is 7 pm ++ sae shoes here le. so i planning to collect it on wed ba.

aWhen i'm thinking about my shoes joce kept looking at her shoes and thinks that it is weird. but to me is ok ok. but she kept thinking is weird.... den she sae cannot trust my taste le.. (T.T) ps ps... ppl need u to help me update my programme.

To joce: if the shoes you tink reali CMI hor... i also no comment lor... only can sae ps.. ppl de taste not so good ba.. (Sobs) i tink when u read u will sae is not not so good is cfm not good! hahas...

2009-03-28T23:11:00.003+08:00

yo yo yo!! today my new computer finally here!!!! recently have been at home cleaning up, discussing about sis de cheeck up whether should she go chemo etc... give up on finding job le..

- -" cause i call and call in the end also never answer... Stupid Old Guy..

this one whole week at home thinking lots of things... felt that fate like to fool us and play with us.. hahas.... Cause the person i hoping he will online does not online, but the person that i last time hope he will online nw keeps online.... Zzz... only can sae if u don't treasure it then it will be gone... and one more person prove to me that a promise is made to be broken. So if u unable to keep the promise don't promise the person... ^^ anyway the person i refer to wont know all this also.... He does not even know. hahas...

2009-03-20T10:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO CHYEE GIN!!!

Sorry that i actually forgot your birthday.. No wonder i kept feeling that i have sumtink miss out on that day.... Ps Ps... 3 days later then wish you happy birthday....

Today will be going to slp at my ah ma house again! after my sis came back it like a everyday thing that every friday go their house sleep....Zzz.... hahas... my uncle help us order desktop le!!! FInally!!!!! lyk that we will not argue bout com le!! but still need deal with wireless promblem... that all ba.. ^^

2009-03-18T13:29:00.000+08:00

This few days nv update coz sis is back... and she is controling my sleeping time... i must get into bad and sleep once 11.++ pm.... Zzz.... since aft the op.. everyone is controling me n my sis strictly... bout health diet and others.... and eat those vitmin thinky???? Zzz... haiis... SIAN!!!!!!

2009-03-12T23:42:00.001+08:00

no comment bout today.... onli one word.. SIAN!!!

我让你走了

我一直坐在咖啡厅的角落

没有人发现我还在难过

其实早就已经忘了怎么说

就算再怎么舍不得

你还是走了

我还不想承认这事实

怎么会变成这个样子

没有了

我真的什么都没有了

就象一个废人

回家的路上我哭了

眼泪再一次崩溃了

无能为力这样走着

再也不敢骄傲奢求了

我还能够说些什么

我还能够做些什么

我好希望你会听见

因为爱你我让你走了

我让你走了Baby

2009-03-10T22:35:00.003+08:00

today haven even start lesson i am already stress... haiis... recently reali damn busy la.... i need to handle house things plus study... plus i need go here and there... time is not enough for me... haiis... having exam tis comin fri tml me n joce will be the first to play the role play... and my script was about two pages long.... at first my doc onli one page... veri short but teacher read le not happy sae does not have any point that she want so ask me redo... able to write dpwn all the point but end up two full page.. i write on foolscape is bout 3 pages.... is damn long de lor... me n joce dunnoe hoe study sia.. plau tis coming fri got rto mock test.. Zzz... dying soon le.... computer over heated le... Fire is geting weaker... going to be put out soon.. hahas... watch Show de mv.... 最后的风度.. my fav. song... he wrote this letter before he leave de girl...

也许我做不到

你最想要的幸福

但是我还可以送给你稀薄的祝福

希望收集这些我们曾经有过最快乐的快乐

让下一个来完成你的幸福

sad rite??? hahas... but i noe joce will sae lame... but if last time de her wont ba... as she changing to stone... and i;m changing to diamond... the hardest le... hahas... - -"

2009-03-08T22:11:00.005+08:00

today wake up at 9++ coz joyce call me... hahas... went to eat breakfast aft tat went back home and take thingd for sis as she moving to my ah ma house to stay for a period of time... today and tml will be my last time to use com le coz it is going to my ah ma house too.. den my house com haven recover so my house no com... haiis... dun noe how many days wont be using com.. sian.... aft that meet joyce again to go to mrt as she is going to lun house... but i'm going to hospital...

Before we sae goodbye to each other joce actually curse my mrt and me sae be careful the mrt will crash....Zzz...summore she predict is very accurate.... Zz... luckily i'm still alive nw and stil can blog...aft that went to hospital and send sis to my ah ma house...

today me n my aunt cook for my aunt family to eat.... hahas... add too many pepper.... :P..
haiis around that all lor..... sian... will be very busy recently.... haiis... going break down... need a repairman soon.... who will be the one?

这一秒我哭了

听轻轻唱了一首歌

是什么旋律呀

让我想起你

你多么冰冷的嘴唇

你决定真的要放手

每一个夜好长我走不完

和你去过的地方

多么冷的夜

我习惯这样的生活

你这一年还好吗

总是担心你的那个我

到底为什么

这一秒我哭了

无法多看你的背影

看这一幕片刻黄昏

什么记忆让你回头

夜深人静时候

我都难过

没有你在身边陪我

多么冷的夜

没有人逗留在街头

都已经失去所有

那现在的我

还在等什么

一个人纪念

听着你最爱的歌

我只能在你的电话里留话

我到底在在等什么

爱你的苦衷

没有让你快乐

为了一种感觉停留

2009-03-07T23:15:00.002+08:00

today went to orchard and do case study.... play alot but time is too short as i still need got o hospital... sis nw fine... hopefully can discharged by tml.... today qian slipper was spoiled... no choice she have to wait for us to buy a new shoes for her under the hot sun... hahas.... we went to eat aft that den we go forum.. due to rain we run across the street.. went toilet aft that... as i was the last one to come out of the toilet.. joce told qan that i was having a war inside the toilet so i was that long and my hair was messy due to rain, she sae is coz the war i having is too exciting.. tat y. hahas... aft that went to toysus and waste money on keychain... aft that i went to the hospital le.. anyway overall i have such a great time... hahas.. time to slp le.. nitez

2009-03-06T23:58:00.005+08:00

today went to SHOW autograph session.... went to the autograph sessioin aft school reach si mei at around 3 plus... the sun was damn hot and my hand one black another not so black.. as the sun onli shine on my lefthand only.. queue till bout night 9 plus den went to hospital to visit my sis... having a great time there.... but Qian at 6 plus go to our sec school le.... left me ivan and lun... ivan told cheryl that he will wear veri lyk uncle lyk tat den i told ivan if u wear till veri uncle i will kick u back home... in the end he go wear formal come.... and his reason was he onli got 2 types of clothes.... he do not have t-shirt.. Zzzz.... Ivan from 3 plus keep nagging and pour cold water at me and lun lor!!!! y qian no involves i dun noe... he jus lyk to bully me and lun... Zzz.... anyway overall have damn much fun... alot things to enjoy oso.. hahas... wan go slp le.. nitez nitez.

- At Mrt playing Big 2.5 -

- wear lyk tis go autograph session.. Zzz.. lyk going dating lyk tat -

- Ivan: i sit till my both leg are numb. -

- this the stage -

2009-03-05T23:49:00.002+08:00

tis morning sis called and told me that she need to go for a operation... i was shocked and curious of what cause her to go for a operation... after about 40 min ltr she sms me and sae the doctor told her that her ovarly in have a seed that was 17cm x 16cm x 14 cm.... which is damn big .... mstly on the right side... the doc. told her she need to be operated by tonight as her case is counted danger zone.... she sms me in the afternoon and i realise that she need sumone to company her... so i cancel my trip for case study and rush to hospital aft that.

bout 6 in the evening the doc askk her to change and she was push to the operation room instantly... and i was alone sitting beside her bed doing nth.... suddenly dun noe what to do.. felt veri helpless.... i waited for bout 1 hour plus my mum reach the hospital.... she cried. when i saw her tear drop down my tear fall without my control... i tired to tolerate and tried to control my tears as my duty that time is to comfort my mum and not cry wif her.

4 hours later... it was bout 9 plus... my aunt, uncle and grandma was here 1 hour le... my sis still in the operation theatre. bout 11 plus we plan to go home first rill the hospital called us then we go back to see my sis... when we inform the nurse, we asked for my sis status oso... den we were inform that she was in block 2 lvl 2 rite nw resting... operation has finish..... so we went to block 2 and see whether we able to look at her so that my grandma hav a ease in mind to.

when a doc open the door of thw operation room, we saw a girl lying on a bed with 3 machines beside the bed. and they pushing her away... den we realise that is my sis!! cause her hair colour so we noe its her. we waited for another 1 hour and we thinks that is sooner or later she going to be push back to her room so we stay for awhile longer... till bout going 12.. we got into the car and my phone rang... the hospital called and told me that my sis was push back to her room le... so we rush down again and went to see her...

she look pale... when she tok was veri weak and soft... she told us she nw veri pain.... but the rest all ok... so nw all we have to wait is for the report for tml... to check the so called seed is wa tink... today is another hard days for me to past... but at least she ok nw... so cn slp peacefully oso.. kk... nitez...

2009-03-05T02:02:00.010+08:00

The story continues...

went to hong Kong cafe at sun plaza for dinner as lun lun meet us there for dinner....

we order drinks and dessert first to pass times for waiting them...took photo and play alot.... hahas... it was fun... aft lun lun and cheryl and a unexcepted guest ivan came.. it bcame much more fun!!! but regret that didn't take much photo when lun came...as all we care is eating le!!!

Reali Having great times over there. no more talking and start admire those photos. enjoys...^^

^- PaPaYa NoOdLe SoUp?? - ^

^- 你在看什么？-^

^-(What are you looking at?) -^

^- oh... 原来是在看她-^
^- (oh.. so this is what u looking at.) -^

^- 在看，在看，我就擦你的鼻子- ^
^- (look again and i will poke ur nose ) -^

^- 救命啊！太孙女要擦太阿妈的鼻子... 报应啊! - ^
^- ( Help! Great Granddaughter wan revenge!! Rebutation!) -^

^- we shall speak no evil -^

^- 我美吗？-^
^- ( Am I beautiful??) -^

^- 看我们母女多相爱- ^
^- ( Look at this loving mother & daughter ) -^

^- 看什么看- ^
^- ( see what see ) -^

2009-03-05T01:42:00.002+08:00

today i didn't go to school as i company my sis to Singapore General Hospital. woke up bout 8++ get ready and took cab there as we are running late for the appointed. when we reach there we saw the queue for the appointment there is only one word to describe. "OMG" is really lots of ppl waiting and i don't know why is there a need to book the appointment that include time in it. cause the appointed time was 11.10. but we only get to see the doctor at around 12 plus???

Finally is our turn the doc. examine my sis after a few question the doc. seem anxious, he told the nurse somethings and he rush to call another doc. in.... so there is 2 doc. and 1 nurse attenting to her... aft that they ask us out of the room for bout 5 mins.. then we went in again... the doc. told us that my sis need to admin to do a compelte scan to cfm the illness she having. for now they suspect is having gall stone... aft we wait for the bed which is bout 2,3 hours ltr?? she went to the room and change.... the clothes are OMG the room damn cold... and nobody was there... except one nurse was there... after she change finish the nurse ask bout her information.

Then another nurse came in to check the room put everythings nicely then stand there keep asking question... same question as he doc. previous asked... den the third nurse came in to ask for her menu for her meals... aft all the nurse went out a doc. came in to take her blood.. aft 5 min another nurse went in to gib her drip. when scanning she was push to lvl 2 and there are 5 doc. surrounding her and talking in medical terms... it lyk gang fight lyk tat... coz 1 girl 5 guys... and all about 20 to 30 ++ onli... except for one.... lolx.. overall she nw still in the hospital sleeping alone... her fever lyk roller coaster lyk tat up n down... the nurse kept checking on her on and off.... not sure whether she will be admin for how long...

anyway its late nw... the story to be continue for the part that i went dinner wif my frienz....

2009-03-02T14:41:00.002+08:00

today at school nth.. normal.. watchig 2 crazy ppl playing PSP the whole day... and they keep screaming..... Zzz..... sis grastic pain again!!! haiis.. today she went to clinic n check the doc. recommend her go to SGH and do scanning.... and the cold - blooded mum argue wif me today about my sis.... she can see how my sis walk and her condition and keep saying she still able to go chool.. jus ask for more pain killer can le... ytd night still scold my sis n me. sae my result can be better and dun need go ITE de.... and want me to go U.... Zzzz... stress... my sis go U le can see she at there forcing herself to study yet she sae we all lazy to study... when she suddenly bcom so unnreasonable!

2009-03-01T00:31:00.001+08:00

today went to woodland to fetch joce handphone which admin to hospital(nokia shop) ytd.. lolx.... den aft tat we went to amk to shop shop... it was fun... enjoy it alot..

2009-02-26T22:25:00.002+08:00

tis few days quite normal.... having projects in hands.... life just go on as normal.... but addd abit of fun.... lols.... today being titile as "AUNTIE" (super duper sad...) went to northpoint wif joce today aft school... due to her sis brought sumtink for xiao bai... i kind-heart help her take as it is big item although not heavy.... end up being sae lyk a auntie.. still cn hear her laugher till now.... she laugh from dun where till house downstair lor... Zzz.. anyway it was fun... hahas...

2009-02-23T14:13:00.003+08:00

Nw still at school... using com.. obviously.... hahas.... ltr still got netball.. SIAN.... summore nw raining... ltr still need run 4321.... mean 4 round, 3 round, 2 rounds, 1 rounds..... Haiis.... sian.... no comment to recently things that happen.... only can take one step tat a time lor... things has happen le u oso cant stop it... only facing it or running from it.. which i dun encourage ppl running away from it... hahas... anyway... i still glad that i not in any relationship and not interested in any relationship nw... although sumtime have frienz or family problem... but at least nw i dun have any serious case that will make me go crazy... i sae lyk tat alot ppl will kill me ba... :P

add on.. sumtime when u tink of the person hate extremly.. will u feel goose bumps everywhere??? included the person is sort of disgusting??? close frienz noe who i saying bout... dun need sae is from secondary school de.... btw thinking of changing blog site... but dun noe should change anot as it bring u guys trouble.... ^^ *smile*

2009-02-20T20:48:00.002+08:00

EXCURSION PIC R POSTED!!!!

today went to bishan aft school to joyce mr sotong, alan.... of coz is e qian joyce and include fatin.. we went to eat Pasta Mania... can sae is bishan Pasta Mania bad lunk today. coz my bag hit on the table and broke their cheese bottle... and make a mess of the place.. SORRY TO PASTA MANIA IN BISAN... hahas...

Went to go shop shop aft that.. have a lot of fun... me n alan snatch joce is the best part.... both of us wont let go..... den we three walk tgt... den got a passer-by wan walk den me n alan walk different way.. joce in the middle and block the passer-by path.. lolx.. den once let go both let go of joce... hahas

2009-02-20T11:31:00.000+08:00

will post a blog bout mon excursion.. but due to photo too many.. so take sum times...^^

2009-02-16T22:45:00.001+08:00

Went to Excursion today... think is quite boring due to wat teacher have told me in the morning.. but end up fun.. not bcoz the programe is fun but is coz we all get high and play alot. tok alot of pic too... aft knowing joyce, lun, n cheryl... i start to lyk taking photo le.... hahas.... coz they always take photos in the past.. den got influence le.. hahas.. is a good thing... coz can keep as memories..... hahas...

anyway back to main sub... we went to Marina Be????(dun noe hw spell.. forget the place oso..) hahas....ok.. when we reach we went to second floor first.... due to some of our classmates wan go to toilet, we wait for them den the guide tell us how the water being process into new water... didn't reali listen coz was taking photos.. hahas.... den there was a veri beautiful dog... sheep dog?? is the type?? not veri sure. hahas... abit STM le... anyway, after that we went in to a so-called gallery.. the guide explained how they bulid the fiter from snatch.... aft that he show us around and gib us see mini size of the filter.... and explained how they resolved reservoire water when raining... aft that we go in to a dun noe wat place that will take our pic de... hahas.. lyk a tunnel lyk tat de... aft tat we walk down a veri long bridge down den took a few pic den the talk has ended... and its our FREE TIME!!! hahas... we went to a long long bridge there and took hell lots of pic... aft that den we went back to school... on the way back we r all tired and rest in the bus... den tat the end of the excursion...

btw... forget to mention.... the bus driver that drove us to the place DOES NOT HAVE GOOD SERVICE ATTITUES!!! Compeletly NO PATIENT OF WAITING & Drive the wrong direction summore.... ok.. end of talking... time to se pic le ba.. hahas... enjoy... pls forgive if there is any typo error...

First Station~ The Gallery

- Centre of the stem.. 3 colour involves.. Blue, REd n Green.-

- Tower made by New Water bottles-

- We Are Stepping on the Singapore!!! -

- Hey! Yishun is jus under my foot! cool! -

~ PhOtO TaKiNg TiMe!~

(-0-)

- Smile! -

- Group Photo! -

- Mini Size fliter -

- water drop -

- the so-called tunnel -

~ While Walking down the bridge.. ~

- r we loving?? -

- Peace -

- Smile -

- me & cristin -

- the long long bridge -

- u jump, i jump.-

- stay tgt 4ever -

- we r flying -

- group photo -

2009-02-15T21:22:00.003+08:00

few days back i ordered two story books from te web for me and joce... they send me a letter to ask me to make payment... inside included a card that have two sort of letter... its about a girl asking the guy that she like y must she forget him? and the guy reply y must he forget her... romantic yet sad letter..lolx... i type out in here to share wif u guys... ths following acticle in to advertise TO Forget you story book.

The girl wrote the letter first...

Dear Superman,

Memories are like a piece of exquisite glass: Beautiful, fragile yet dangerous. when you break it, it will shater into pieces, and every slice of the glass, which was ever so beautiful minutes ago, will turn into sharp blades that cut your skin.

When you risked your life to save me, and you were happy not because i survived, but because we survived, as in our dictionary, the words "I" or "You" never exists: It is always "Us" or "We".

Superman, one day, when we are eighty years old, and we see each other in the streets, will you still remember me? Or will you, will you see me, think for a few minutes, and said out another person's name, for i am nothings but a glancing memory in your recollections of memories?

Why, superman, why do i have to forget you?

Superwoman.

the guy reply:

Dear Superwoman,

Do you know that every single tap of the raindrop sounds like they are singing youname repeatedly, and i realized that every single sound i hear reflects your elegant, yet poignant name?

We are like two ships sailing towards each other, on a course if collision. The river is narrow, only enough for one of us to sail. If i don't sink now, we will crash into each other, and both of us will sink. i am going to sink now, superwoman, not because i an afraid of the collision, or because i don't want to see you sink. i just don't want you to see me, so that you will continue to sail peacefully, and me, i am just a passing sentiment in your anthology of memories.

The most painful sentiment in this world is not a physical sting, but the fact that the love between you and me is still lingering strongly, yet reality had to separate us.

Please, just forget me.

Superman.

today was fun!!!

2009-02-13T22:59:00.006+08:00

Today went to celebrate lun birthday at causeaway aft school. went to eat soul garden and and shop awhile den we go home. due to i need go home early..... den aft that lun n joyce go meet up wif their frienz cheng han. took a few photo fir u guys to enjoy.. happy looking at it!!!

- lun, joyce, qian & aziffi steamboat-
- mine n chou de is almost empty.-

- minnie mouse has change her ears to roses??? -
- no offence -

- Look at our group photo... the two in front starting to be hua chi le.. lolx -

- Second shot of group photo.. can see aziffi n lun reali lyk the rose. -

- 五朵花!!! -

- it wil be romantic if a guy gib u 3 roses ba.. lolx... -

2009-02-11T22:51:00.002+08:00

today is LUN LUN Birthday !!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!!!

today wake up late this morning.... of cos get scolded by joyce.... hahas...
today at my house downstair there is a kitten at my house downstair... is so damn adorable... my house downstair de auntie saw joyce trying to get the kitten out of the table.. den she told her to bring the kitten home.. but none of us can bring it home.. den the evil auntie call us to bring te kitten to a place that is far away from the coffee shop. den we bring the kitten to 627 block down stair... took 2 pic and left her at the block there. She keep shouted loudly and making noise. aft that she saw us den she follow us... on the way from 627 to 626 which is a long ways... we try to shake her off cause we need go school and we cant bring her to school. she cuddle at my leg that time reali melts my heart. but no choice cant not take her home. or even bring to school. we manage to left her at 625 block there. but felt sad and heart break... kept thinking what will happen to the kitten... Chou went to find her at bout 9++.. Chou already cannot find her le.. Where she go sia!!!

ok. time for lun lun birthday story.. hahas... we brought cake and tissue all the etc things to plan to gob her the surprize today.... we ask cheryl to help us buy prank candle to put on her cake.... cheryl gavin n lun was out whole day dating.... so we r in charge to buy the cake... den when we meet them at sun plaza mc... she was totally surprise when she saw the cake... hahas... nice leh... den we put the prank candle at the cake in mc.... coz is those candle that unable to blow de.. so it cause the whole mc to have smoke and the manager find us.. hahas.... but we faster blow the candle and put out the small fire... and to express our apology we gib the manager a piece of cake.. when i gib him, his staff sae he allegy to cake????? but aft i keep naggy then he accept... aft eating the cake we sat outside mos burger... we play and chit chat awhile den head back home le.. cause lun still got a steamboat party at home.... hahas.. today was a fun day to have.... hahas.... kkz... its long enough le.. tat al... ended....

2009-02-09T20:44:00.004+08:00

ytd mention my sis got grastic pain... well, today she went to see doc. and the doc. recommend her to go SGH to hae a check up.... aft the check up the result was suspect she got Mang Chang Ya... english dunno call what... den she have blood infection..... she had 2 bottle of the drip drop thingy..... didn't have to stay at the hospital coz her stand by doc. see le sae dun need stay... (make me waste my cab fare...) but end up when she go home she got more serious den before.... haiis... den still got a stupid person hurt his right shoulder muscle.... this is what he get when he don't listen... hahas.... Sian..... our form teacher actually sms us to tell us to be good and pay attention in class!!!!! hahas..... recently so many problem.... reali don't know how to help them.... especially those that hurt inside and not those that got injury.... ^^

2009-02-08T20:07:00.003+08:00

today plan to go out to celebrate Lun birthday de... but end up i cant go...felt bad about it...sorry lun!! will make it up to U!!! today sis oso not feeling well... whole days at home take care of her.. lolx... haiis.... nth to post le.. ahas.. tml still need go school.. SIAN!!!!

2009-02-06T22:32:00.002+08:00

hahas... recently lots of thingshas been happening..... although is not on me... but it make me sumhow get more harden and more and more not interested in relationship..... although there is still some cases that the couples are romantic.... there is a start and it will always have a end... it the matter of time only... even if you stead and got married... and spend time till old, you still will leave ur partner one day... coz old le one of it will go first... unless die tgt la... den i nth to sae... so y dont look at a brighter side.... comments to all my frienz... dun cause of my words and dun trust on relationship ar.... lols.... Sayo!

SiAn!!!!!

2009-02-04T00:13:00.002+08:00

yoyoyo!!!Finally can use back internet le! but is using my sis laptop.... my CPU motherboard powersupply overuse... so need to retire le... haiis.... sian..... need go buy CPU le..... veri tired lor.... teacher sae nafa test is on feb 18.... damn fast de la.... more sian lor..... everyday lesson oso sian... whole life sian lor!!! hahas...

BROKE!!!!

2009-01-31T19:34:00.005+08:00

today went to play basket ball wif Lip Chew, Chuang Chou, Jocelyn and Qian...when we meet lip chew, he was playing wif others ppl at the basket ball court near the mrt...me n joyec went there to fetch him in the end we call chou go there meet up too... aft that we plan to go to 850 de basket ball court tgt... but lip chew play basket ball wif others is damn damn long de lor!!!!! we waited dun noe how long lor!! den joyce scold lip chew full name and sae " if u dun stand in front of me right nw i will throw the ball at u.." lolx.... but hoe lip chew still continue to ply... den aft 15 to 30 min ltr he finally come towards us le... den me n joyce throw ball at him...

den when we went to 850... LIP CHEW REVENGE! HE THROW A BALL AND HIT MY FACE!!!!but of cos not purposely de la... but pain ok! we play awhile den go north point buy things... i actually spend 60++ at mini toon today!!! coz i brought things for lun, cheryl, qian, joyce, christin and joan...den shop awhile lip chew need to go home le.. aft that is chou need go work... so left we three...

den ltr we go time zone play games... got alot of sweet... and i mean reali alot.... den got jackpot... joyce take the prize as she spend the most money... she got a stitch..

when bout to go home we go in to mini toon again... tis time joyce buy things le.. she brought a few things den we head back home le... hahas... today reali spend alot...

(things brougt from minitoon)

Guitar Rox!

2009-01-30T19:23:00.000+08:00

today went to eat pizza hut aft school... aft that went back to OPSS to take testimonal and visit our junior... den damn poor tink de lor... coz teacher too stric... hahas... den i buy for them chocolate... (cheryl.. i haven return you ur money yet..) den aft that went home lor.. aft while go to north point eat wif family.... den g north point shop shop... first stop is mini toon... tgt wif my sis tink and mine total up i spend 40++ on it lor!!!! hahas.... its ok... new year mahx... hahas

( notice the bottle )

(when we at pizza hut )

Snow Ice

2009-01-29T11:18:00.004+08:00

today after school went to eat ice cream. counted snow ice then ice cream ba. lolx.. at lot 1... we go eat den chit chat around lor... aft that they buy mos burger to eat u nv coz i buying dinner ltr. aft that we went home.. nth much to do today.. so i go study CTR lor... hahas... hard working nehx... going to change my link soon... remember to update wor... hahas....

(before we eat)

(AFt we eat)

Happy Chinese New Year Eve!

2009-01-25T16:31:00.003+08:00

yo! today is new year eve... hahas... as wat the older generation people said.. New Year New Start, so forget about all the unhappy things or memory and remember those days that are happy. learn to let things go to make your life happier. don't let small things to ruin the "angel" in you! understand!! (refering to all my friends).

2009-01-22T21:23:00.000+08:00

today not feeling well... lazy to type.. ^^

ReLaTiOnShIp LeSsOn OnE!

2009-01-21T23:05:00.001+08:00

today learn a relationship lesson from one of our teacher... lolx... learn more bout relationship lor... he told us that in order to get along with ur loves one, you have to understand which "channel" does they belong.

- those that like their stead to give them presents.
- those that like their stead to tell them i love you etc. sweet talk.
- those that like to have physical touch wif their stead.
- like to help stead do things or ask stead do things, in short like maid like that.
- likes to stick with stead. like super glue like that.

haiis... total up is relationship is damn hard to handle! (lesson to be continue....)

Updating Blog! (^_^)

2009-01-19T14:07:00.003+08:00

yo!!! came to update my blog.. if not sumone(Jocelyn) will sae my blog grow mould liao... lolx... nw at school waiting for teacher to come in class and teach us life skill... lesson damn sian lor... seriously nth to do... although time pass fast but still very boring when lesson start. haiis... heard from cheryl ytd that her mother know all thing about gavin and herself. seriously to her mother i reali no comment added! y wan broke a relationship that didn't do wrong anytink that is wrong and willing to work hard on her study to prove to her on hers study.... haiis.... hope cheryl faster get this matter over and be more cheerful. (^_^)

SIAN!

2009-01-18T13:23:00.002+08:00

today as per normal lor... onli one word.... SIAN!!!

CHERYL BIRTHDAY!

2009-01-14T15:17:00.003+08:00

today is cheryl birthday!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U NEHX!!!!!!

U 1 YEAR OLDER LIAO!!!!

today stay at home nv go school coz late and go see doc. haiis sian lor..... nth to do at home. home this sem faster finish coz the lesson is damn boring.... wan to study hard but he lesson is kept reapting the same things onli. haiis...

2nd Day + Toys"R"us Photo

2009-01-06T19:17:00.004+08:00

today is second day of school.. so far so good lor.... today at least got talk to others classmate and play games together. quite fun actually. but everyday so early wake up is damn tired de. summore so late go home. as the teacher say lor.. ite is lyk going work lyk tat. so her requirement oso lyk work lyk tat.haiis. sian... ytd jus got photo from tini... all this photo was took on 29 dec 2008 toysrus x'mas party. enjoy!

First Day In School!

2009-01-05T18:46:00.004+08:00

today first day of school. onli one word to describe. SIAN!!!! coz cheryl and lun different class wif us. but our class not bad lor. the teacher got tell us alot of thingd bout retail and ask us to get ready to work hard and more detail information. i hope lun n cheryl can transfer to our class lor. firstly of cos is coz wan tgt la. second is coz alot things that our teacher told us, their teacher nv tell them and hor our class room is air - con their is fan. is lyk one heaven and one hell lyk tat lor. but we will still meet up to study coz we wan help cheryl go top as well as others... i hope all can go top. coz lun go top there if she can bursary or scholar award she can at least lighten up her burden. den cheryl is to prove to her mother. as for the rest is to go ploy. haiis.... everyone have their own problem to worry about. so i onli can sae ... JIA YOU NEHX! here are some photo tat we take today... from now on, i will keep taking photo then post on blog.... coz got comment sae no photo veri boring. lolx.

~ ok.. my fring is damn not nice de... ~

~ not looking at the camera... Haiis.. ~

LOT 1 AGAIN!!!

2009-01-04T19:49:00.003+08:00

today go to lot 1 again... coz sis wan buy bag... but end of the trip o spend the most... Zzz... i brought a bag from Zinc that cost 49++. a pencil box from wallet shop that cost 11.90, stationary from popular total cost 14++. dark knight vcd, and fahrenhiet album total 30++... round up today i spend 100 ++ ba.... OMG lor... broke liao.... plus today i go cut hair then i ask them to cut my fringe from short to long end up veri short. ZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzzZzz. tml dunno how tie hair to school lor.... Sian....

YO!

2009-01-01T23:34:00.004+08:00

hee... no time no post again. tml going to clementi ite to settle school things. ytd was me n cheryl last days of work in toysrus. luckily nv kana skrink wrap if not cfm die de. sian... going back to school days le... i prefer working days lor. even though alot adult sae we will wan back school days

Kai Xuan First Month!

2008-12-21T00:05:00.003+08:00

today go to lun lun baby sis first month!... veri fun... and i brought phone oso... i buy W595 coz mummy dun let me buy C905... sad.... lolx... today we oso dscuss go wat course. in the end we plan go retail first choice the rest is up to us le... the rest all different le... lolx... today go haoting hear 五月天的突然好想你. like it alot.... ^^ nitez nitez

突然好想你

最怕空气突然安静最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音不愿那是悲伤的哭泣

事到如今终于让自己属于我自己

只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你你会在哪里过得快乐或委屈

突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲变成两部悲伤的电影

为什么你带我走过最难忘的旅行

然后留下最痛的纪念品

我们那么甜那么美那么相信

那么疯那么热烈的曾经为何我们还是要奔向各自的幸福和遗憾中老去

突然好想你你会在哪里过得快乐或委屈

突然好想你突然锋利的回忆突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静最怕朋友突然的关心

最怕回忆突然翻滚绞痛着不平息

最怕突然听到你的消息

最怕此生已经决心自己过没有你

却又突然听到你的消息

2008-12-18T23:15:00.002+08:00

today take result... got 2A 3B and 1 D.... T.T but hor i still got chocolate for rewards... sumone giving it to me as rewards tml.... den i promise to bring Ku Gua for him.... lolx!

2008-12-15T22:36:00.003+08:00

yo! back from malaysia le... nw back to work le... ytd work i need work overnight in order to tear down and set up a new booth. end at 2am.... end too early lor.. nt fun de.... i expect end at 4 plus... ytd me n khai need take sum item from toy and bring down we took alot of item den aft when all others staff go home we bring down the item... i pull one flatcart khai pulled one. den when we bring down zul was behide my flatcart. when pulled i suddenly felt the flat cart bcame veri heavy in the end is coz zul stand on top and i pulled.... Zzz.... today off at home nth to do except watching show and answer kai en called.... coz today toyrus seem to be in a mess.... felt that today end too fast.... didn't get enough fun yet....

2008-12-04T22:15:00.001+08:00

yo yo yo! second day at malaysia le... here veri cold... down on flu nw... tml going a place which is much more colder.... Zzz.... but quite fun.....

2008-12-03T17:13:00.002+08:00

yo! nw at malaysia using sis laptop... hahas... jus reach malaysia... first place was near genting... didn't go up coz we last min find place to stay. this time de trip very fun coz we didn't book any hotel to stay all is last min go ask the hotel check in... abit tiring but ok de la.... i wonder today venus ok at sidewalk mahx.... dunno kai en teach her got vomit blood out mahx.. haiis... hahas...

2008-12-01T00:56:00.000+08:00

one more day to go malaysia! lolx... z(-. -"')z seriously this is the first time i till nw haven pack bag de... coz no time and oso lazy... lolx.. btw i'm buying PHONE LE! Finally lor!!! i bear wif this phone till i veri scared the battery will explode... Kai En (En En ) oso sae going Explode le lor... i maybe buying phone after tml work ba... W595... dunno counted ld brand or new...

2008-11-30T02:11:00.000+08:00

today i work morning shift... Damn tired... got fever half way when i was working... Sian... jus woke up nw can get to slp... Zzz..... 3 more days and o'm off to Malaysia... Relax!!!

2008-11-29T01:25:00.000+08:00

sorry wor.... so long nv update my blog le... i miss you all lot veri much lor... recently working didn't have time to update my blog... lolx... recently kept working and reach home bout mid night lyk tat bout everyday.... but still its fun... knew lots of frienz and have lots of fun..... trying to find time go out wif you guys nehx... but hard lor.... coz all nt free.... btw to lun lun, qian(Missing In Action) & joyce.... i'm going malaysia tis dec 3 to dec 11....must miss me wor.... lolx.... k... i nt so bhb.... joyce joyce when u let me see ur dar dar??? must intro to see whether he good anot... lolx..... my birthday coming le... finally 16 yrs old.... hahas....

2008-10-28T13:23:00.002+08:00

recently all busy working not time to update blog... lolx... coz go home tat time is bout midnight le. lolx... sian... recently hand alot injures, gt abit of flu. nw work bcom abit dun no how chinese le . lol. coz ytd a xiao di di dunno english den i sae chinese but my chinese like those english guy like tat... weird weird de.. nth to post le

2008-10-15T21:47:00.002+08:00

Sian... my illness didn't recover at all!!! on last tue i oso go work even i'm sick.. den i keep coughing... when i was doing things got a small kids behide me looking at toys den i suddenly cough the mother faster drag the child away... lolx... gt so scare mehx... seriously my sis n qian oso get abit infected by me. lolx.. ps nehx... lolx... sian tml have to go towork wif tis stupid sore thoat n cough... summore getting serious... dying... lolx.. (X_X)

2008-10-12T12:24:00.002+08:00

ytd went to work didn't sucess... coz of a damn stupid guy appearance.... den aft that cheryl they all go subway eat... i nv eat coz home gt cook.... den i call DJ and ask him y he so KPO.. always ask my tink de... dun noe chat till where i sae i wif alot of guys and i one girl... lolx.... and we still make stupid noise.... lolx... but i tink DJ noe is fake de ba.... lolx... damn stupid lor... tis few days sore thoat till veri badly.... plus cough and flu... today more worse... compeletly no voice.... Zzz...watever ba... Xi Guan Jiu Hao!

2008-09-30T11:40:00.006+08:00

today jus normal day... after exam veri tired... still gt two more paper to go... JYJYJY!!!

2008-09-27T18:02:00.001+08:00

recently only studying and studying and studying... nth else... jus came to wish all my friends Good Luck for N level nehx!!!

2008-09-17T20:55:00.003+08:00

recently so stress... n nw still stress... sian lor.... N level coming actually already take sum papers le... but still have a few paper more..... must work hard on it and dun let myself regret again... ^^ today at music room i jump from the teacher table and sprain my leg... nw still pain lor... although i cn walk properly.... but whem i bend my leg will pain... den i cant reali jump nw..... especially from table... coz aft that i sit on another table den i jump again den veri pain... Zzz.... have been wanting tis few song: 晴天, 借口, 你听得到, 爱情悬崖, 断了的弦, 开不了口, 黑色幽默, 简单爱....

还我自由

我开始沉默

呼吸很稀薄

灵魂被压迫

谁来解救我

我不是懦弱可是我早已经

没力气还手

每天的折磨我实在受够

就要崩溃发疯

这是什么样的生活

每天都活在恐惧中

我只想要我的自由

解开我身上的枷锁

还我自由我不想再做

行-尸-走-肉

我只想要我的自由

这是我对你唯一要求

还我自由别再继续捆住我

这是什么样的生活

每天都活在恐惧中

我只想要我的自由

解开我身上的枷锁

还我自由我不想再做

行-尸-走-肉

我只想要我的自由

这是我对你唯一要求

还我自由别再继续捆住我

我只想要我的自由

解开我身上的枷锁

还我自由我不想再做

行-尸-走-肉

我只想要我的自由

这是我对你唯一要求

还我自由别再继续捆住我

2008-09-12T17:52:00.004+08:00

today ben chew n i have the one to one section.... we talk bout quite alot of things.... is nth.. but he actually wish me 快高长大... mean faster grow tall... Zzz.... i got so short mehx... today at school quite sian lor... den when going to my ah ma house... i take bus den after i alight i felt like vomiting lor.. head pain till now... reali will xin ku lor..... haiis.... recently once i take bus i will headache..... haiis... hate it alot lor... oso dun noe what happen..

2008-09-11T09:23:00.002+08:00

today stay at home... leg is getting better or worse i not very sure... but my eye was pain again.. Zzzz... damn sian de... so tired facing so many stress... study or personal.... i not veri happy for my N level paper i have done. coz either not enough time or alot of mistake was made... haiis... really must work hard on it le.... btw recently watch camp rock and have been listening to Jonas Brothers song.. it great love it alot... and this song is one of my fav. song... camp rock is totally about music didn't really have love story in it. if you want to watch love story and music. should watch raise you voice.

When you look me in the eyes

oh yeah oh yeah

If the heart is always searching,

Can you ever find a home?

I've been looking for that someone,

I'll never make it on my own.

Dreams can't take the place of loving you,

There's gotta be a million reasons why it's true.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

How long will I be waiting,

To be with you again?

Gonna tell you that I love you,

In the best way that I can.

I can't take a day without you here,

You're the light that makes my darkness disappear.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven.

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

More and more, I start to realize,

I can reach my tomorrow,

I can hold my head up high,

And it's all because you're by my side.

When you look me in the eyes,

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright,

When you're right here by my side.

And when I hold you in my arms,

I know that it's forever

I just gotta let you know,

I never wanna let you go, cause

When you look me in the eyes.

And tell me that you love me.

Everything's alright, (it's alright)

When you're right here by my side. (by my side)

When you look me in the eyes,

I catch a glimpse of heaven. (oh)

I find my paradise,

When you look me in the eyes.

Oh yeah oh whoa yeah

2008-09-07T12:41:00.004+08:00

went to east coast park and skate ytd... lots of problem lor... at first i got bite by a unknwn insect and my third finger got swollen.. den whenwe alight we dun reali noe how to go there in the end take cab den i went there to skate and my leg got cut by the roller skate shoes de plastic... veri pain and i have to bear with it and skate for two hour and end up the cut quite serious.... lolx... but nw ok le ba... den my sis sprain her knee and today went to see TCM the doc. sae she sprain her knee as well as her ankel.... and her leg was wrap like a dumpling like tat.... lolx...

2008-09-02T16:26:00.002+08:00

long time nv update le... recently didn't update coz not free..... tis few days have a veri serious of headache... and i have to bear with it and handle the problem i have, the stress i have.... plus today at school i forget to bring med in the end ... it end up more worse... Zzzz.... nw my head is still pain and it irritated me alot.... haiis... N level le but y things bcom more worse then i though...

2008-08-25T09:12:00.002+08:00

now at school CR4 wauting for time to pass...sian lor... ytd paly guitar till hand veri pain... nw still pain but i still need practice... haiis... damn pain lor... even ply maple or nw update blog oso veri pain.... Zzz... T.T hand three fingers all red lor...... T.T if ltr perform hand pain till cant ply den i will cry till siao liao... T.T

2008-08-21T19:17:00.002+08:00

Prelim over le... but still have N level... haiis... sian lor... so tired... next mon is my n level course work recording le... my exam period coming again.... nw onli study study and study... so sian...... faster N level over and i'm free.. LOL... Diao....

2008-08-16T16:32:00.010+08:00

just came back from Guitar performance today... it was held at Nee Soon CC from 11am to 6pm... me n joyce meet qian at school at around 10 ++... den we buy food to eat at school... then when bout 12... we go music room and practice and took lot of pictures... then when we went to CC we took more pictures.... lolx... ok... end of chatting jus see the pictures....... for he guitar junior if you wanted the photos.. pls send a email to tell me..

When we in school music room~~~~

~~~~ Sian~~~~

~~~~When we reach the CC~~~~

~~~ still have alot... but no time to do..~~~~ End~~~~

2008-08-13T21:50:00.003+08:00

today was having science paper 1 and chinese paper.... today is the second day of our prelim ba... ytd was english paper... paper one ok ok but paper two was quite hard.... then today morning Mr. Wee ask me bout english paper den i sae hard... then he sae it over le so dun tink bout it and concentrade on what i going to take ltr.... this words make me felt like he already mark my paper and does not end up good... haiis... but nvm ba... i veri opticalistic(if i not wrong is like tat spell) de.... lolx... diao.... today guitar rehearsel was at CC. veri fast then over le... den we at school at music room hang around with Ernest for a long time then teacher called us go home den we walk with him to Mrt, but half way me, joyce and Ernest felt hungry so we went to coffe shop and eat together.... and ernest told us that once he had wrote a new song he will uploadto us... i was damn happy about it... but Ernest receentlyhaving soar throat.... and when he ate his med. he got alot of med and i go read is for wat sickness de... is mostly sore throat and prevention of gastric pain.... den we went home lor.... so... hope Ernest get better as well as those ppl who r sick faster recover.... ^^

_原諒我_

請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾

妳的永久已不屬於我

默默低頭那時我很多話梗在喉嚨

妳的笑妳的快樂不是我愛太多想太多

我能感受他比我適合

愛放了手我偽裝冷漠比妳先說分手

請原諒我原諒我不成熟

不愛妳是藉口好讓妳離開我

請原諒我好想自私將妳佔有

一個寂寞就給我承受換妳過更好的生活

請不要分了以後還記得親吻過的承諾

妳的永久已不屬於我

默默低頭那時我很多話梗在喉嚨

妳的笑妳的快樂不是我愛太多想太多

我能感受他比我適合

愛放了手我偽裝冷漠比妳先說分手

請原諒我原諒我不成熟

不愛妳是藉口好讓妳離開我

請原諒我好想自私將妳佔有

一個寂寞就給我承受換妳過更好的生活

愛過恨過哭過也笑過親吻過妳的脆弱

其實我比誰都要懦弱

原諒我必須假裝愛錯

別讓時間倒流我怕說不出口

原諒我沒有解釋太多

心痛別無所求徹底忘了我

愛原來有捨得

我難過我才懂。。。

2008-08-09T12:30:00.002+08:00

today is national day and yet i have struck at home studying for prelim.... T.T this few days keep studying and studying and i realise that my prelim timetable all are packed together and its hard for me to study all at once.... included that all the subject papers didn't come together... all are mix up. worry about mixing wrong things to wrong sub.

2008-08-06T09:17:00.001+08:00

today my right is is painer then ytd. it got worse.. haiis... then at music we do key in notes. sian... ltr still need go to Guitar Rehearsel at CC. then at night i want go buy shirt. Zzz... veri tired lor... Zzz

2008-08-05T08:18:00.002+08:00

today just come in school den my right eyes pain. like blue black de feeling like tat. recently so tired coz keep studying den after school go study with qian.

2008-08-04T08:22:00.001+08:00

today just come school then got irratatited by sum chlidish ppl. if those ppl dunno what reali happen, dun any do anytink if not the trouble will bcom more worse and i onli can sae, dun blame ppl for ur own reckless mistake. haiis... damn stupid shit has ruin my days... haiis....

ps: if it is none of ur business dun be extra.

2008-07-30T08:45:00.001+08:00

todat quite tired... coz ytd slp around 2 am ++... then today hard to wake up... need sis n mummy call me wake up... den jus nw pe lesson i play volley ball again. hand abit pain but still ok ok...