30 March 2009;
8:05:00 PM
Tml sis will be going for check up at National Cancer Centre. But let me clarfiy that SHE DO NOT HAVE CANCER. Cause alot ppl kept saying she have cancer as doctor advice her go chemo.
haiis... dunno what will the doctor say tml... recently at home felt so sian.... and i dun reali know how to the Case study la... i sms our selling skill teacher he called and i asked him bout the case study. i ask about what report format will the ERFC teacfher mark on? He sae most improtant is the content. then i told him content RTO teacher mark Format EFC teacher mark. den He sae Where got so stric de?? He ownself is teacher also lyk tat sae. LOLx.... den he called me work on the main point instead of those small details. but EFC teacher marking on that stupid idiot small details la... haiis....
Today went out with joce in the morning to company her buy slipper... in order to find her slipper we went almost the whole amk the shoes shop ba? hahas... but we have alot fun there.
in the end she brought a slipper the have a gold ribbon on top. the sales assistant there is attitude de lor... BAD customer service. hahas... aft joce brought her shoes is my turn to buy a shoes. coz alot ppl sae my shoes too childish le plus that shoes base is slippy. run le will fall down. i went to 3 shoes to "scan" and decide to buy a Levi shoes. veri ex lor. u see the brand u know liao. but no choice only that pattern nice. but dun have my size so i request tranfer lor. he called jus nw which is 7 pm ++ sae shoes here le. so i planning to collect it on wed ba.
aWhen i'm thinking about my shoes joce kept looking at her shoes and thinks that it is weird. but to me is ok ok. but she kept thinking is weird.... den she sae cannot trust my taste le.. (T.T) ps ps... ppl need u to help me update my programme.
To joce: if the shoes you tink reali CMI hor... i also no comment lor... only can sae ps.. ppl de taste not so good ba.. (Sobs) i tink when u read u will sae is not not so good is cfm not good! hahas...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
28 March 2009;
11:11:00 PM
yo yo yo!! today my new computer finally here!!!! recently have been at home cleaning up, discussing about sis de cheeck up whether should she go chemo etc... give up on finding job le..
- -" cause i call and call in the end also never answer... Stupid Old Guy..
this one whole week at home thinking lots of things... felt that fate like to fool us and play with us.. hahas.... Cause the person i hoping he will online does not online, but the person that i last time hope he will online nw keeps online.... Zzz... only can sae if u don't treasure it then it will be gone... and one more person prove to me that a promise is made to be broken. So if u unable to keep the promise don't promise the person... ^^ anyway the person i refer to wont know all this also.... He does not even know. hahas...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
20 March 2009;
10:51:00 AM
HAPPY BELATED 17TH BIRTHDAY TO CHYEE GIN!!!Sorry that i actually forgot your birthday.. No wonder i kept feeling that i have sumtink miss out on that day.... Ps Ps... 3 days later then wish you happy birthday....
Today will be going to slp at my ah ma house again! after my sis came back it like a everyday thing that every friday go their house sleep....Zzz.... hahas... my uncle help us order desktop le!!! FInally!!!!! lyk that we will not argue bout com le!! but still need deal with wireless promblem... that all ba.. ^^
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
18 March 2009;
1:29:00 PM
This few days nv update coz sis is back... and she is controling my sleeping time... i must get into bad and sleep once 11.++ pm.... Zzz.... since aft the op.. everyone is controling me n my sis strictly... bout health diet and others.... and eat those vitmin thinky???? Zzz... haiis... SIAN!!!!!!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
12 March 2009;
11:42:00 PM
no comment bout today.... onli one word.. SIAN!!!
我让你走了
我一直坐在咖啡厅的角落
没有人发现我还在难过
其实早就已经忘了怎么说
就算再怎么舍不得
你还是走了
我还不想承认这事实
怎么会变成这个样子
没有了
我真的什么都没有了
就象一个废人
回家的路上我哭了
眼泪再一次崩溃了
无能为力这样走着
再也不敢骄傲奢求了
我还能够说些什么
我还能够做些什么
我好希望你会听见
因为爱你我让你走了
我让你走了Baby
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
10 March 2009;
10:35:00 PM
today haven even start lesson i am already stress... haiis... recently reali damn busy la.... i need to handle house things plus study... plus i need go here and there... time is not enough for me... haiis... having exam tis comin fri tml me n joce will be the first to play the role play... and my script was about two pages long.... at first my doc onli one page... veri short but teacher read le not happy sae does not have any point that she want so ask me redo... able to write dpwn all the point but end up two full page.. i write on foolscape is bout 3 pages.... is damn long de lor... me n joce dunnoe hoe study sia.. plau tis coming fri got rto mock test.. Zzz... dying soon le.... computer over heated le... Fire is geting weaker... going to be put out soon.. hahas... watch Show de mv.... 最后的风度.. my fav. song... he wrote this letter before he leave de girl...
也许我做不到
你最想要的幸福
但是我还可以送给你稀薄的祝福
希望收集这些我们曾经有过最快乐的快乐
让下一个 来完成你的幸福
sad rite??? hahas... but i noe joce will sae lame... but if last time de her wont ba... as she changing to stone... and i;m changing to diamond... the hardest le... hahas... - -"
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
08 March 2009;
10:11:00 PM
today wake up at 9++ coz joyce call me... hahas... went to eat breakfast aft tat went back home and take thingd for sis as she moving to my ah ma house to stay for a period of time... today and tml will be my last time to use com le coz it is going to my ah ma house too.. den my house com haven recover so my house no com... haiis... dun noe how many days wont be using com.. sian.... aft that meet joyce again to go to mrt as she is going to lun house... but i'm going to hospital...
Before we sae goodbye to each other joce actually curse my mrt and me sae be careful the mrt will crash....Zzz...summore she predict is very accurate.... Zz... luckily i'm still alive nw and stil can blog...aft that went to hospital and send sis to my ah ma house...
today me n my aunt cook for my aunt family to eat.... hahas... add too many pepper.... :P..
haiis around that all lor..... sian... will be very busy recently.... haiis... going break down... need a repairman soon.... who will be the one?
这一秒我哭了
听轻轻唱了一首歌
是什么旋律呀
让我想起你
你多么冰冷的嘴唇
你决定真的要放手
每一个夜好长我走不完
和你去过的地方
多么冷的夜
我习惯这样的生活
你这一年还好吗
总是担心你的那个我
到底为什么
这一秒我哭了
无法多看你的背影
看这一幕片刻黄昏
什么记忆让你回头
夜深人静时候
我都难过
没有你在身边陪我
多么冷的夜
没有人逗留在街头
都已经失去所有
那现在的我
还在等什么
一 个人纪念
听着你最爱的歌
我只能在你的电话里留话
我到底在在等什么
爱你的苦衷
没有让你快乐
为了一种感觉停留
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
07 March 2009;
11:15:00 PM
today went to orchard and do case study.... play alot but time is too short as i still need got o hospital... sis nw fine... hopefully can discharged by tml.... today qian slipper was spoiled... no choice she have to wait for us to buy a new shoes for her under the hot sun... hahas.... we went to eat aft that den we go forum.. due to rain we run across the street.. went toilet aft that... as i was the last one to come out of the toilet.. joce told qan that i was having a war inside the toilet so i was that long and my hair was messy due to rain, she sae is coz the war i having is too exciting.. tat y. hahas... aft that went to toysus and waste money on keychain... aft that i went to the hospital le.. anyway overall i have such a great time... hahas.. time to slp le.. nitez
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
06 March 2009;
11:58:00 PM
today went to SHOW autograph session.... went to the autograph sessioin aft school reach si mei at around 3 plus... the sun was damn hot and my hand one black another not so black.. as the sun onli shine on my lefthand only.. queue till bout night 9 plus den went to hospital to visit my sis... having a great time there.... but Qian at 6 plus go to our sec school le.... left me ivan and lun... ivan told cheryl that he will wear veri lyk uncle lyk tat den i told ivan if u wear till veri uncle i will kick u back home... in the end he go wear formal come.... and his reason was he onli got 2 types of clothes.... he do not have t-shirt.. Zzzz.... Ivan from 3 plus keep nagging and pour cold water at me and lun lor!!!! y qian no involves i dun noe... he jus lyk to bully me and lun... Zzz.... anyway overall have damn much fun... alot things to enjoy oso.. hahas... wan go slp le.. nitez nitez.
- At Mrt playing Big 2.5 -
- wear lyk tis go autograph session.. Zzz.. lyk going dating lyk tat -
- Ivan: i sit till my both leg are numb. -
- this the stage -
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
05 March 2009;
11:49:00 PM
tis morning sis called and told me that she need to go for a operation... i was shocked and curious of what cause her to go for a operation... after about 40 min ltr she sms me and sae the doctor told her that her ovarly in have a seed that was 17cm x 16cm x 14 cm.... which is damn big .... mstly on the right side... the doc. told her she need to be operated by tonight as her case is counted danger zone.... she sms me in the afternoon and i realise that she need sumone to company her... so i cancel my trip for case study and rush to hospital aft that.
bout 6 in the evening the doc askk her to change and she was push to the operation room instantly... and i was alone sitting beside her bed doing nth.... suddenly dun noe what to do.. felt veri helpless.... i waited for bout 1 hour plus my mum reach the hospital.... she cried. when i saw her tear drop down my tear fall without my control... i tired to tolerate and tried to control my tears as my duty that time is to comfort my mum and not cry wif her.
4 hours later... it was bout 9 plus... my aunt, uncle and grandma was here 1 hour le... my sis still in the operation theatre. bout 11 plus we plan to go home first rill the hospital called us then we go back to see my sis... when we inform the nurse, we asked for my sis status oso... den we were inform that she was in block 2 lvl 2 rite nw resting... operation has finish..... so we went to block 2 and see whether we able to look at her so that my grandma hav a ease in mind to.
when a doc open the door of thw operation room, we saw a girl lying on a bed with 3 machines beside the bed. and they pushing her away... den we realise that is my sis!! cause her hair colour so we noe its her. we waited for another 1 hour and we thinks that is sooner or later she going to be push back to her room so we stay for awhile longer... till bout going 12.. we got into the car and my phone rang... the hospital called and told me that my sis was push back to her room le... so we rush down again and went to see her...
she look pale... when she tok was veri weak and soft... she told us she nw veri pain.... but the rest all ok... so nw all we have to wait is for the report for tml... to check the so called seed is wa tink... today is another hard days for me to past... but at least she ok nw... so cn slp peacefully oso.. kk... nitez...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
;
2:02:00 AM
The story continues...
went to hong Kong cafe at sun plaza for dinner as lun lun meet us there for dinner....
we order drinks and dessert first to pass times for waiting them...took photo and play alot.... hahas... it was fun... aft lun lun and cheryl and a unexcepted guest ivan came.. it bcame much more fun!!! but regret that didn't take much photo when lun came...as all we care is eating le!!!
Reali Having great times over there. no more talking and start admire those photos. enjoys...^^
^- PaPaYa NoOdLe SoUp?? - ^
^- 你在看什么?-^
^-(What are you looking at?) -^
^- oh... 原来是在看她-^
^- (oh.. so this is what u looking at.) -^
^- 在看,在看,我就擦你的鼻子- ^
^- (look again and i will poke ur nose ) -^
^- 救命啊!太孙女要擦太阿妈的鼻子... 报应啊! - ^
^- ( Help! Great Granddaughter wan revenge!! Rebutation!) -^
^- we shall speak no evil -^
^- 我美吗?-^
^- ( Am I beautiful??) -^
^- 看我们母女多相爱- ^
^- ( Look at this loving mother & daughter ) -^
^- 看什么看- ^
^- ( see what see ) -^
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
;
1:42:00 AM
today i didn't go to school as i company my sis to Singapore General Hospital. woke up bout 8++ get ready and took cab there as we are running late for the appointed. when we reach there we saw the queue for the appointment there is only one word to describe. "OMG" is really lots of ppl waiting and i don't know why is there a need to book the appointment that include time in it. cause the appointed time was 11.10. but we only get to see the doctor at around 12 plus???
Finally is our turn the doc. examine my sis after a few question the doc. seem anxious, he told the nurse somethings and he rush to call another doc. in.... so there is 2 doc. and 1 nurse attenting to her... aft that they ask us out of the room for bout 5 mins.. then we went in again... the doc. told us that my sis need to admin to do a compelte scan to cfm the illness she having. for now they suspect is having gall stone... aft we wait for the bed which is bout 2,3 hours ltr?? she went to the room and change.... the clothes are OMG the room damn cold... and nobody was there... except one nurse was there... after she change finish the nurse ask bout her information.
Then another nurse came in to check the room put everythings nicely then stand there keep asking question... same question as he doc. previous asked... den the third nurse came in to ask for her menu for her meals... aft all the nurse went out a doc. came in to take her blood.. aft 5 min another nurse went in to gib her drip. when scanning she was push to lvl 2 and there are 5 doc. surrounding her and talking in medical terms... it lyk gang fight lyk tat... coz 1 girl 5 guys... and all about 20 to 30 ++ onli... except for one.... lolx.. overall she nw still in the hospital sleeping alone... her fever lyk roller coaster lyk tat up n down... the nurse kept checking on her on and off.... not sure whether she will be admin for how long...
anyway its late nw... the story to be continue for the part that i went dinner wif my frienz....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
02 March 2009;
2:41:00 PM
today at school nth.. normal.. watchig 2 crazy ppl playing PSP the whole day... and they keep screaming..... Zzz..... sis grastic pain again!!! haiis.. today she went to clinic n check the doc. recommend her go to SGH and do scanning.... and the cold - blooded mum argue wif me today about my sis.... she can see how my sis walk and her condition and keep saying she still able to go chool.. jus ask for more pain killer can le... ytd night still scold my sis n me. sae my result can be better and dun need go ITE de.... and want me to go U.... Zzzz... stress... my sis go U le can see she at there forcing herself to study yet she sae we all lazy to study... when she suddenly bcom so unnreasonable!
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
01 March 2009;
12:31:00 AM
today went to woodland to fetch joce handphone which admin to hospital(nokia shop) ytd.. lolx.... den aft tat we went to amk to shop shop... it was fun... enjoy it alot..
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!