31 May 2008;
3:09:00 PM
today wake up early to eat breakfast with my aunt den go their house take my bike and cycle home. while eating breakfast, they talk bout me my mummy and my sis, character. and they all agreed i look soft on the outside very very cold on the inside... lolx... this type of ppl veri scary. lolx... den when we cycle home half way its started to rain, but not veri heavy. after we reach home, i watch Hana Kimi on tv rest awhile den went to meet my aunt again. coz my uncle company have the tickets, they he gib me my sis n my cousin watch.... lolx... den after movie we went to a almost closing coffe shop eat... and went home... den play abit maple... den slp.... still have rush through to the lvl i wan!!! haiis....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
30 May 2008;
7:37:00 PM
today wake up first tink is rush maple. coz ytd my character recreated.... den today wanna rush through... den joyce join me n my cousin join me too. den we three train.... we have lot of fun. while joyce go to her quest left me n my cousin, she make me laugh alot... lolx... den she n joyce BULLY ME!!!! lolx.... deni play maple till nw.... den after blog still go play... coz nv work plus at home too sian liao... keep rushing through....lolx天空灰的像哭过离开你以后 并没有更自由酸酸的空气嗅出我们的距离一幕最新的结局像呼吸般无法停息 抽屉泛黄的日记找到了回忆那笑容是夏季你我的过去 被算是真的忘记缺氧过后的爱情如星的眼泪是多余 我知道你我都没有错只是忘了怎么退后信誓旦旦给了承诺却被时间扑了空 我知道我们都没有错只是放手会比较好过最美的爱情回忆里待续 天空灰的像哭过离开你以后 并没有更自由酸酸的空气嗅出我们的距离一幕最新的结局像呼吸般无法停息 抽屉泛黄的日记找到了回忆那笑容是夏季你我的过去 被算是真的忘记缺氧过后的爱情如星的眼泪是多余 我知道你我都没有错只是忘了怎么退后信誓旦旦给了承诺却被时间扑了空 我知道我们都没有错只是放手会比较好过最美的爱情回忆里待续 我知道你我都没有错只是忘了怎么退后信誓旦旦给了承诺却被时间扑了空 我知道我们都没有错只是放手会比较好过最美的爱情回忆里待续
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
29 May 2008;
7:32:00 PM
today went to school to go to music coursework again... den today joyce help me bring food to eat. we went to school thirt floor to eat while waiting for Mr goh to come... den i sms him and found out he still in hos. so we eat slowly and chit chat.... den qian come.... den we continue to chit chat... den when we go to CR4, we quite slack. den i found out that my coursework formy second song is all gone! den i have to redo... so angry man! den keep finding back the loops but cant find that feeling.... in the end i went to my ah ma house to take bike, but in the end rain... stupid lor! den cant take bike... haiis....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
28 May 2008;
10:14:00 AM
today wake up at 9++... when i woke up i found out that i have 7 sms!!!! haiis... my eyes hardly open den i open my eyes to read and close my eyes to reply. den my sis saw me like tat she sae MY SIS SO CUTE!!!!!!! she shout early in the morning for wat! scare me sia.... den when we go to school we went to 7-11to buy things eat. in the end me n joyce spent 13++... den we like having pinic in the CR4 like that.. lolx.... sian lor.... at school do course work.... Zzz.nw is 1++. nw im in soaking wet suituation. coz we at school went out for lunch with justin goh. den when we about to eat finish, it start to rain. den we ran back to school. coz the rain gets bigger so we ran back first and justin goh tape at HDB blk. den when we reach school we go find one umbrella and go fetch justin goh. He was so touched man! lolx... the umbrella oso veri big. so we three person can fix in. but i stand in front i get veri wet. three of us, im the wettest and justin goh damn dry. den we went in to CR4 den veri cold. i so damn wet den i took off my skirt. but of cos got wear pants la.... den we oso took off shoes... den come in update.
彩虹
哪里有彩虹告诉我
能不能把我的愿望还给我
为什么天这么安静
所有云都跑到我这里
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由 我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开
那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
有没有口罩一个给我
释怀说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
看不见你的笑我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳还是会绕
没有理由我也能自己走
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开
那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
看不见你的笑
要我怎么睡得着
你的身影这么近我却抱不到
没有地球太阳开始环绕环绕
没有理由
我也能自己走掉
是我说了太多就成真不了
也许时间是一种解药解药
也是我现在正服下的毒药
你要离开我知道很简单
你说依赖是我们的阻碍
就算放开那能不能别没收我的爱
当作我最后才明白
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
27 May 2008;
12:33:00 PM
today at home nth to do..... den go play maple, play piano, watch tv... life jus so boring.... haiis... then my hand crazy le... coz when i play piano my fingering today bcom so weird and jus dun get the right feeling... den my sis ask today i what wrong... i oso dun noe how reply.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
26 May 2008;
3:00:00 PM
today wake up quite early to go to school to do music coursework. when my alarm rang i dont really felt like coming to school lor coz ytd veri late then slp den nw so early wake... ytd bout 5am++ den slp? not veri sure. coz ytd doing tink. me n qian waited justin goh for 2 hr++ den he came but luckily CG open the room le if not we damn boring de. den when justin goh came den i start doing my coursework den coz qian n joyce dun noe how do plus teacher not around they start playing with teacher com den play around... today quite fun. veri happy. but oso have sum problem that holds my feeling.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
;
9:31:00 AM
ytd me n my sis just brought two bike, nw my family all have bike lo! ytd after we buy finish we went to yishun park cycle awhile den afterwhile we went home. after resting awhile, sis call my grandmother that we are going to her house. but my sis n mummy plan to cycle there. my ah ma house is at sembawang lor. far leh. but i still follow. then on the way, suppose to be mother take care of children in the end i take care of my mother. Zzz...
everything went just fine till when we reach sun plaza. my sis de bike seat suddenly get loose and bcom veri hard to cycle. den we went all the way to sun plaza "ABC shop" buy tool den i go fix. Ha.. ha.. me strong neh! den when i go back planning to fix the bike, mummy told me that got a auntie eyes got stamp block her eyes and bang on my sis bike.
den the handle loose oso. zzz. stupid lor. the bike is at veri corner she still can go bang. make me fix more longer. Zzz. when finally ok le though can reach ah ma house le in the end sis bike seat loose again. make me stop ride stop ride. den when reach my ah ma house already 8++ le. den ah ma shocked why we so tired and veri sweaty. den coz sis today having interview so we cant cycle back our bike coz if cycle tink we will be home by mid night ba.
虽然我愿意
请让我靠近你轻轻对你说
别让我每个夜为你受折磨
是多么不容易才默默放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
别让我因为你被回忆折磨
而空气凝结了我们的脸孔
我别无选择
就算我们之间有什么问题
依然想念着你
虽然被放弃虽
然我愿意
就算我们之间有什么难题
黑夜我还想着你
心碎人孤寂
虽然我愿意
(心还想着你)
再让我靠近你轻轻对你说
当我说我要你从此好好过
是真的否则我怎么肯放手
为了我就当作这次为了我
赐给我你现在幸福的笑容
别让恨冻结了我们的脸孔
请你做选择
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
24 May 2008;
11:30:00 AM
today nth to do.... having sore throat plus abit flu.... nw holiday le..... veri veri boring!!!!!!!! coz holiday nth to do always! oh ya! ytd night me was having lots of fun at my house coz i finally get to learn more song and i have a piano scores duet! n my sis play wif me! so fun!!! 后悔
回到熟悉的相爱路线
我牵着回忆站在对街
雪般坠落的从前
瞬间 就冷却
隔着不回头看的时间
回忆绩雪叠成冬天
想伸手在偷留一些
原来你离我遥远
你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪
明天遇见谁
可以在温柔如水
关于爱情的美 当初我所赊欠
希望他都给
你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次爱谁
再用爱慢慢缝回
丢掉旧的伤悲
让他带你飞
*back to first paragraph*
某夜竖起耳朵我听见
幸福带你走远
剩后悔陪我失眠
你说那冰雪是你铁了心的眼泪
明天遇见谁可以在温柔如水
关于爱情的美
当初我所赊欠
希望他都给
你说那冰雪是你的心被我剪碎
下一次爱谁再
用爱慢慢缝回
丢掉旧的伤悲
让他带你飞
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
23 May 2008;
11:41:00 AM
yo! long time nv update blog le..... got my result ytd and i remain on 4th position.... lolx... happy.... but my chinese go down... haiis.... On last wed i had my La vista perfomance.... fun.... i quite enough it alot...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
20 May 2008;
1:50:00 PM
today mr chew show us our total result for midyear exam.... i got fourth... lolx... so happy.... but teacher sae is jus temporary.... make me scare scare.... hope wont drop to fifth or below.... lolx.... haiis. long time no use com le... but today sis again nv go work but i dun wan care le jus go play... lolx... but she at home me no more freedom le... haiis.... today when i went home. CG saw me n sumone together..... sumhow when he look n smile creeps me alot.... dun noe why.... although he smiles to joyce n sandy oso but gt one he look at my eyes n smile... suddenly felt veri veri scary.. lyk watching ghost movie lyk tat.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
17 May 2008;
8:21:00 AM
so long nv update blog le... coz didnt use the com.... i get my mid year result.... i pass all my subject.... yeah! but mummy lie lor..... she dun wan buy DS for me she sae when i go malaysia she gib me extra money. ytd at guitar was veri fun. coz we can see ken n myint tis "couple" playing and chyee gin and ken another "couple" singing and looking at each other and lots of funny tink happen... laugh alot..... when reach home told my sis i pass all she oso happy den we boring we go find our old vcd n watch casper.... lolx..... 最好的朋友
你笑的时候还是很可爱
好像从来不曾给人伤害
多久没聚会了
你双眼眯起来
问我好不好
同一家餐厅却变了口味
再怎么熟悉也不是滋味
曾几何时我
成了局外人
而无言以对
我已经不是你最好的朋友
是什么让我们生疏了太久
我生日才过
你也忘了吧
时间带走的比想象中还多
我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人
却只能经过
想跟你说我过得还不坏
伤感的个性也都没有改
年少相知的人
即使过一辈子
也无法忘怀
晓得吗我其实非常感慨
总算还是能撑到了现在
此刻才明白
所有的无奈
都只是无奈
我已经不是你最好的朋友
是什么让我们生疏了太久
我生日才过
你也忘了吧
时间带走的比想象中还多
我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人
却只能经过
恍如隔世这个故事
唯一的结局剩下几个字
你说爱
终究是一个人的事
我已经不是你最好的朋友
是什么让我们生疏了太久
我生日才过
你也忘了吧
时间带走的比想象中还多
我再也不是你最好的朋友
分开以后默默一人往前走
有你的感动我都记得啊
为什么那个最好的人
却只能经过
为何最好的人都只是经过
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
13 May 2008;
10:17:00 AM
today i go to my old account to check mail. 91 mail!!! read till veri tired.... mummy send me alot of mail is powerpoint and i go see. den got one is full of meaning sentences. i remember quite lots of sentences. - 一个人的快乐，不是因为他拥有得多，而是因为他计较得少。meaning: a happiness is not because he had lots of happiness but is cause he dont mind lots of things.- 爱不是要求对方，而是要由自身的付出。Meaning: love cant be force it can only be shown out willingly.- 生气，就是那别人的过错来惩罚自己meaning: begin angry is jus using ppl mistake to punish urself.all this sentence meaningful neh! diao....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
12 May 2008;
8:08:00 AM
today woke up at 8 ++.... nth to do but ltr on the afternoon going to practice guitar. at home too long oso veru sian.... coz reali nth much to do.now is night around 7++... coz nth to do so edit my posts... today afternoon me wif joyce n qian playing guitar under block. but we play awhile den start to play monoploy le.... lolx.... but not for long joyce sis sms joyce sae need go home le. den we went back home. den i at home keep playing piano coz damn boring de. den jus nw i help mummy fix the light coz spoilted liao. den when coming down slip and fell. head go down first summore but i use hand to block in the end my hand nw veri pain. den awhile ltr i go help mummy cook food den burn myself by the oil... haiis.... damn careless de.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
11 May 2008;
6:21:00 PM
today quite ok. today although is Mother day but my family does not reali have the mood to celebrate. just call and wish a happy mother day. quite boring this year coz all busying own things and does not have time to get together. haiis ytd n today my rigth eyes seem to have blue-black lyk tat. coz when i blink quite pain. but see in the mirror was fine. haiis. after exam le. den found out nth to do... sian...One Better
Give me a half a chance
I'll make you understand
That what I've got to give
Is so much more than this
Than you'll ever know
I don't say what's on my mind
But you'll find this out in time
Don't always open up
I'm not quick to trust
And let someone inside
I've got a lot to learn
Never felt this way before
But I've got to say what's right for meY
ou should know that I can
Be more than you will ever need
I'll show you something new to see
Yeah
I'll be the one you can believe
I'll be one better
Yeah
I'll be one better
You've seen some falling stars
You've felt a broken heart
Time is all it takes
Learn from my mistakes
Know exactly what you are
But I can't hang on the side
Had enough of all these fights
Got to get to you
Got to get this through'
Till you realize
I've got a lot to learn
Never felt this way before
But I got to say what's right for me
You should know that I can
Be more than you will ever need
I'll show you something new to see
Yeah
I'll be the one you can believe
I'll be one better
Yeah
I won't back down
No never, no never
You don't have to be alone
You should know that I can
Be more than you will ever need
I'll show you something new to see
I'll be the one you can believe
I'll be one better
Oh....
I'll be one better
Oh...
I'll be one better
Oh
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
09 May 2008;
9:00:00 PM
today math exam is quite easy but i make a terrible mistake! there a question i not sure how to do den i use one of the given formula to do it. in the end found out that is wrong and that question is damn damn easy! OMG! three marks gone! 
... reali can cry out man! after exam due to qian want take guitar from cherilyn for La vista performent. we go chamber find ding jie den we go cherilyn house take guitar den i cor cg to ask him can i go take guitar? den he ask when, i sae nw. he got shocked and sae you want come my house ar?" i of cos sae no den i sae jus block downstair den he ask you dont want come my house? Zzz..... den after that his 1 n 7 sound the same and we go wrong block to wait for him... Zzz. den when we reach his house i cor him den he took more den 5 mins den come down. den his wear formal on top. but below jus slipper n short pant. veri veri uncle look. but i like his guitar. but play not bout 10 min hand de skin come out liao coz is metal. den when we going back home we still need go to ding jie house return. den we pass by my house. coz i ride too fast den i almost bang on qian den i take n go to the grass patch den i hurt my leg. veri pain but no injures. before that i have got a cut on my leg coz early on i was waiting for qian den i was toking on phone den lose balance so the bike cut my leg. today quite fun but not tiring enough. last time when we cycle more fun. lolx... they sae i got bcom black coz sun but i dun tink so.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
08 May 2008;
10:59:00 AM
ytd music i need to redo my inserting scores coz the stupid com go hang.... but luckily still enough time.... haiis... ytd cant use com plus nw oso coz sis do tink den i come update blog onli... so sad... y she nv work den snatch com wif me de.... but nvm la... me learning new song again on playing piano.... learning more and more song worr! but not sure can remember all anot... k gtg bb.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
06 May 2008;
7:46:00 AM
today wake up early nth to do. so i go n read all the post i update last time. n i realise last time de me so cheerful. so honest. and put all the things to the blog. lolx. last time although childish but yet can be very cheerful. but nw getting mature n getting more serious then ever. haiis... haven been thinking tis few day. should i change back to that childish cheerful girl or remain this way?nw is 1 plus in the afternoon... CG willling to lend me his guitar on Las vista performance... so happy..... finally felt happy le!!! and we tok bout how the performance goes to improve the performance... but CG not good worr! he sae teacher bad words..... lolx..... this is angel in front devil behide..... this type os ppl scary.静静的
空气里躲着什么
有点浪漫的心动
我偷偷看你
你也偷偷看我
世界上多了什么
好像变得很不同
站在你身边
这一切都好宽阔
我还在等着你
静静的爱我
只要有你陪我
静静的就足够
你也在等着我
静静的温柔
就这样手牵手
静静的看着天空
心里面藏着什么
你只想要让我懂
原来我的梦
也就是你的梦
哦
纸条上写了什么
我好想要听你说
让字字句句
充满我们的笑容
我还在等着你
静静的爱我
只要有你陪我
静静的就足够
你也在等着我
静静的温柔
就这样手牵手
静静的看着天空
永远要记得那天
彼此许下的承诺
瞬间点亮的火花
是我们的拥有
我还在等着你
静静的爱我
只要有你陪我
静静的就足够
你也在等着我
静静的温柔
就这样手牵手
静静的看着天空
静静的手牵手
是最简单的梦
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
05 May 2008;
11:02:00 AM
today science exam very easy quite happy wif it. recently been very stress and fainted a few times on sat n sun. but im ok neh! still strong. coz i noe i cant brk down. tml no exam so happy can slp whole day liao... lolx..... show someone de MSN title put ai wo ai de ren. he finally has sumone he like! good for him! A devil who acts like a Angel! lolx.Goodbye
I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
(Chorus) I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
There's nothing left to try now it's gonna hurt us both
it's no other way than to say goodbye
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
... reali can cry out man! after exam due to qian want take guitar from cherilyn for La vista performent. we go chamber find ding jie den we go cherilyn house take guitar den i cor cg to ask him can i go take guitar? den he ask when, i sae nw. he got shocked and sae you want come my house ar?" i of cos sae no den i sae jus block downstair den he ask you dont want come my house? Zzz..... den after that his 1 n 7 sound the same and we go wrong block to wait for him... Zzz. den when we reach his house i cor him den he took more den 5 mins den come down. den his wear formal on top. but below jus slipper n short pant. veri veri uncle look. but i like his guitar. but play not bout 10 min hand de skin come out liao coz is metal. den when we going back home we still need go to ding jie house return. den we pass by my house. coz i ride too fast den i almost bang on qian den i take n go to the grass patch den i hurt my leg. veri pain but no injures. before that i have got a cut on my leg coz early on i was waiting for qian den i was toking on phone den lose balance so the bike cut my leg. today quite fun but not tiring enough. last time when we cycle more fun. lolx... they sae i got bcom black coz sun but i dun tink so.
