30 April 2008;
11:59:00 AM
today math quite lot of question do wrong.... cant reali concentrade today.... dun noe why....recently felt so fan...... n get irratated easily..... need some time to be alone n cool down..... so hope no one will irratate me nw.... coz nw my mood is veri veri bad.... but try to control.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
29 April 2008;
2:29:00 PM
today at school whole day i been studying math and CPA... i understand most of it but there are some not too sure bout it.... quite tired.... today the weather is damn hot... keep sweating.... btw today after music lesson justin goh told my friends that my music coursework is good and up to standard..... when i heard this im really happy bout it! coz finally i ave proven that i have that heart to really concentrade on my music.... finally can tell my mother that i really take music very seriously and not one minute of interest! lolx.... more confident for my coursework..... Jocelyn music is nice too! she damn creative.... she add those cute and special effect that i didn't put... coz dun have that courage to put it.... coz quite afraid it will sound bad....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
28 April 2008;
2:27:00 PM
today is the last day of cooking... ok.. quite fun... one more day and we start our exam again..... lolx.. diao.... finally got my answer of wat i have been thinking this few day..... the answer is beyond my expectation and really surprise me.... but im relieve to get this irritating problem solve.... coz i hate this quetions alot.... 我的快乐
徘了 徊了 走了 错了 哭了 懂了 累了 倦了 困了
烦的 乱的 梦的 都是真的
疯的 想的 念的 不安的焦虑的 浮躁的 梦过的
永远的失去的 怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发 困了你爱的音乐
听了我等着你等成了哀伤
我的 你的 他的 好的 坏的 难的 灰的 蓝的 黄的
酸的 甜的 苦的 都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘得
我想要换你了真的不想要了只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了
我的快乐会 回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐
会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值得不值得
我的快乐
会回来的
离开不是你给了我的选择
疯的 想的 念的 不安的焦虑的 浮躁的 梦过的
永远的 失去的 怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我想要换你了真的不想要了
只得只得 疯了疯了
忘了
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
24 April 2008;
4:29:00 PM
today english exam... quite hard.... lots of question dun noe how do... cfm fail de lor.... haiis.... today kept playing piano and guitar but my mood still quite low..... veri veri emo.... for 15 may performance thinking of asking ppl to lend me his or her metal string guitar but not sure who to ask for? haiis.... fan.....
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
23 April 2008;
4:58:00 PM
today got chinese oral... i make a big mistake! i go speak english plus chinese..... Zzz.... haiis.... my chinese go down.... dont know y this year i dun have the teen to go study for mid year exam... normally i will start study bout few week ago de... but nw study abit only.... haiis.... for music i wanted to change my second song.... coz i dun have any idea for my second song..... so nw finding!!! Hurt so bad
哭了才发现自己真的受伤了
你曾对我说
你永远是我的
为了爱情我把自己的幸福都忘了
你快乐我就快乐
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我
我还是想对你说
bady i love you so much
你走了我的心在淌血
bady you hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
bady i love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
bady you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着
无论多苦都值得
说好的你怎么忘记了
也许是我们彼此都太年轻了
总是特别容易沉溺在爱情里
每当我再次看到身边美丽的花火
你也离开我我还是想对你说
bady i love you so much
你走了我的心在淌血
bady you hurt me so bad
想要你回到我的世界
bady i love you so much
你给我的诺言已经瓦解
bady you hurt me so bad
只要我们都爱着
无论多苦都值得说好的
你怎么忘记了
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
21 April 2008;
5:49:00 PM
ytd i went to Zoo wif my family... too lots of photos... quite fun... but it was hot and cold hot n cold trip.... coz when we at there we walk till afternoon and we sweat alot...bout 1 2 o'clock lyk tat den go eat lunch... we went to KFC and eat... the air - con damn cold... i was freezing at that time... den after that we go back and continue go see animals.... and we sweat again... but after that it start to rain althought i got bring umbrella but coz we see performance it is quite ma fan den i keep it den jus caught in the rain... it a whole day trip and some animals are damn cute... i even saw a penguin fall down..... lolx.... i onli put abit of photo on blog onli...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
19 April 2008;
9:06:00 PM
lolx... on thursday i do souffle... the cocao powder abit messy.. lolx.... quite sweet.... lyk ice cream... lolx... nv try before the real souffle so i not sure is it correct anot... lolx... recently busying bout guitar again.... although exam coming.... but to me music first.... lolx... this song is on last friday CG sing.... he going to sing this song on the Lavista performance de.... the song veri meaning and its nice..... and i finally noe the the title of the song.... coz of sum reason cant be tell.... lolx...
朋友变情人再变朋友
安静的房间 还有你的温柔
躺在棉被上看着多的枕头
为何分手后 回忆就被偷走
爱情走到尽头是否可以做朋友
你和我以前是朋友
心情不错就想约你走走
你聊电影我听你唱歌
我们总是无话不说
还能做朋友或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友 谁都觉坎坷
爱上你以后 失忆也很轻松
现实太残酷 梦中你会拥抱我
当爱上以后 如今我们分手
我变成新歌手 是唱太多哗啦歌
你和我现在是朋友
你那么好 却只能做朋友
你装冷漠 我装无所谓 我们如何要求更多
还能做朋友 或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友 只能写成歌
你和我以前是朋友
心情不错就想约你走走
你聊电影我听你唱歌
我们总是无话不说
还能做朋友或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友 谁都觉坎坷
你和我现在是朋友
你那么好 却只能做朋友
你装冷漠 我装无所谓 我们如何要求更多
还能做朋友 或许这是最好的结果
朋友变情人再变朋友 只能写成歌
朋友变情人再变朋友 祝我们快乐
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
17 April 2008;
2:43:00 PM
today mr naufa finally come back toschool le... but also teach nth much.... today headache n not feeling veri well plus this few days i quite stress.... sumtime abit cant take it..... haiis.... but nvm i got my pisno to help me with it... but ytd my sis dun let me play den i damn angry lor... ytd i veri stress so i go play piano but coz is late den cant play.... haiis.... nth to sae le....Goodbye
I can see the pain living in you eyes.
And i know how hard you try.
You deserve to have soo much more.
I can feel your heart and I sympathize.
And I'll never criticitze.
All you've ever meant to my life.
* I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why.
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye *
You deserve the chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure i'm worthy of.
Losing you is painful to me
REPEAT *
You would never ask me why.
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore.
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry.
There's nothing left to try
Though it's gonna hurt us both
There's no other way than to say goodbye.
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
15 April 2008;
4:12:00 PM
today day per normal... but recently quite tired... not enough slp ba.... today we have math test... quite easy.... but i nv do the last question... CPA dame boring lor... i keep drawing n delete drawing n delete... sian..... summore Mr naufa still nv come to school..... haiis... science not sure how le... i know is tested on all three chapters we study..... ok nth to sae le... bye...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
14 April 2008;
2:48:00 PM
today school per normal da pernormal nth wrong or happen.... another sian day.... lolx.... damn boring sia... nth to do..... haiis...... exam coming le... sian... need study alot this few day but science Mr naufa nv come dun noe how..... haiis.... math, teacher nv gib the 7 years series book yet so i haven study math.... den i nth to study lor... lyk tat midyear i cfm do veri bad de..... tis song is my fav. veri meaningful...越爱越难过
说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你却拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do Ti Do
Do Do Re Mi Do
说 说你为什么 为什么要走
说你为何要分手
别拖 求你别软弱
求你说出口 分手的理由
但你还拖 拖 拖 拖到什么时候
如果要走却又为何停留
请你别拖 拖 拖 大声的说出口
请你要痛就痛给我个快活
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
然后连话都不说 继续沉默
连朋友都没得作 为了什么
然后跟别人说你其实还是爱我
就算了吧 坏人我来做
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
然后我们说清楚 一句话就够
如果说你要走 我不会留
我不去管以后
多么痛 多么的难过
别越爱越难过
Do Do Re Re Mi Mi Re Do Ti Do
Do Do Re Mi Do
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
13 April 2008;
11:06:00 PM
today me n my family go to AMK go there shop shop.... den finally i found a ring that suit me n veri nice... den we go to NTUC extra there buy veg... we buy alot veg... lolx... den my sis sae i like cow... coz i eat alot veg..... diao..... but at least today have fun... den ytd i go to my cousin school Nan yang grils to watch a music concert... quite boring coz is solo one by one...
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
12 April 2008;
11:04:00 AM
yo! long time no update coz com at reformat... lolx... nw com bcom better le... ytd i nv go guitar due to going out with friends den qian sms me n told me on 15 may we are having a performance at school Lavista! that not the point.... me n qian need perform together alone like when we are at the music marathod... T.T
洋葱(onion)
如果你眼神能够为我
片刻的降临
如果你能听到 心碎的声音
沉默的守护著你
沉默的等奇迹
沉默的让自己 像是空气
大家都吃著聊著笑著
今晚多开心
最角落里的我 笑得多合群
盘底的洋葱像我
永远是调味品
偷偷的看著你
偷偷的隐藏著自己
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
(you be'll surprize, you will get shocked)
你是我 最压抑
(if you are me you will get stress)
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意
听你说你和你的他们
暧昧的空气
我和我的绝望 装得很风趣
我就样一颗洋葱
永远是配角戏
多希望能与你有一秒
专属的剧情
如果你愿意一层一层一层的剥开我的心
你会发现 你会讶异
你是我 最压抑
最深处的秘密
如果你愿意一层一层一层的
剥开我的心
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意
你会鼻酸 你会流泪
只要你能 听到我
看到我的全心全意
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
08 April 2008;
8:06:00 AM
yo! today day per normal ba... ltr got math tution den go home i need to arrange my com doc. for reformat coz i wan reformat com.... ermmm nth to sae le... bb
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
06 April 2008;
3:49:00 PM
yo! long time nv update le... ps ps... hee....coz quite busy about speed day.... ytd is the speed day den past few weeks is having rehearsel... so quite busy... n nw sick again... Zzz.... nw nth much... due to mid year exam coming, i also going busy studying....this song is my cousin intro to me de... quite nice.... Unfaithful
Story of my life
Searching for the right
But it keeps avoiding me
Sorrow in my soul
Cause it seems that wrong
Really loves my company
He's more than a man
And this is more than love
The reason that the sky is blue
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again
And to him I just can't be true
And I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
I feel it in the air
As I'm doing my hair
Preparing for another date
A kiss upon my cheek
As he reluctantly
Asks if I'm gonna be out late
I say I won't be long
Just hanging with the girls
A lie I didn't have to tell
Because we both know
Where I'm about to go
And we know it very well
Cause I know that he knows I'm unfaithful
And it kills him inside
To know that I am happy with some other guy
I can see him dying
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
Everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer
Our love, his trust
I might as well take a gun and put it to his head
Get it over with
I don't wanna do this
Anymore
Uh
Anymore (anymore)
I don't wanna do this anymore
I don't wanna be the reason why
And everytime I walk out the door
I see him die a little more inside
And I don't wanna hurt him anymore
I don't wanna take away his life
I don't wanna be...
A murderer (a murderer)
No no no no
Yeah yeah yeah
JaS' MeMorY FoR e DaY!
